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I stared at Baek Gunho, and he stared right back at me.
As Baek Gunho’s gaze roamed over my body, his hand slowly slid down to my groin.
Even the slightest touch made my head spin.
Baek Gunho’s hand softly stroked my groin and then moved lower. He let out a small chuckle.
“Still clean here.”
“Shut up.”
It’s not like I could do anything about the fact that there was no hair there.
It’s not like I could pour hair tonic down there or anything.
“Why? Makes it easier to suck, doesn’t it?”
Baek Gunho’s shameless comment made me blush even more, and he kissed my flushed cheek.
After stripping me completely, Baek Gunho leisurely kissed and caressed every part of my body.
Sometimes he nibbled, sometimes he squeezed, leaving no part of me untouched.
I bit my lip. Baek Gunho remained quiet, but I was embarrassed that I kept wanting to moan.
“Let it out.”
Baek Gunho commanded as he pulled his lips away. But I had no intention of obeying.
Just then, Baek Gunho, who had been biting my inner thigh, straightened his body slightly.
I thought it was over, but then he lowered himself again, and this time, his lips touched my groin.
The moment his tongue flicked the tip, I felt my body tense up.
Before I could stop him, Baek Gunho took my entire member into his mouth.
The inside of his mouth was warm, wet, and soft.
“Ugh…”
A moan escaped my lips without me realizing it.
Baek Gunho glanced up at me and took me in deeper.
He seemed like he wanted to swallow all of it, but it wasn’t easy.
Eventually, Baek Gunho gave up on taking it all in and began to move slowly.
His mouth tightened around me.
He wasn’t entirely skilled at this, and his teeth occasionally grazed me, but it didn’t bother me much.
“Hng… Uh…”
I could no longer suppress my moans.
As they slipped out, Baek Gunho looked up at me with a satisfied expression, his eyes crinkling in delight.
What was he so happy about?
I reached out and pressed his head down deeper.
Baek Gunho frowned slightly, as if in discomfort, but he complied, taking me deeper into his mouth.
The sensation of his mouth on me was intense, but looking down at Baek Gunho’s face as he did it added an extra layer of satisfaction.
Just then, Baek Gunho, who had been moving at a steady pace, slowed down.
It seemed like he was fumbling with something.
Before I could ask what he was doing, a sweet smell filled the air.
It was the smell of a potion from Baek Gunho’s guild, one that was commonly distributed.
Why did he take out a potion all of a sudden?
Before I could even process it, Baek Gunho’s fingers began to search lower—below my member, toward my entrance.
His fingers, now coated in what I assumed was the potion, pressed against me before suddenly sliding inside.
“Ugh!”
A startled moan escaped me at the unexpected intrusion.
I thought he was just going to focus on my member, but clearly, I was wrong.
He had been planning something sneaky all along.
That sneaky bastard.
I had been thinking of how to turn the tables on him, but now, with him working me over like this, I was completely at his mercy.
The fingers inside me didn’t stay still.
Each time they moved, I felt a strange, unbearable sensation.
“Hey, pull out…!”
“What?”
Baek Gunho responded as if he didn’t understand.
His speech was muffled since he still had my member in his mouth, and the sound came out oddly cute, which only annoyed me further.
“I said pull out!”
Baek Gunho ignored me and continued to thrust his fingers inside while simultaneously sucking me off, completely stealing my breath away.
“Ah, ugh!”
I let out a moan, not even sure if it was from pleasure or discomfort.
I wanted to believe it was the latter, but my member, still hard and receiving attention, showed no signs of wilting.
At this point, I didn’t have the mental strength to keep quiet.
Gripping the blanket beneath me tightly, I shuddered and moaned uncontrollably.
Baek Gunho added another finger.
One was manageable, but two were becoming unbearable.
“Haa…”
Just then, Baek Gunho pulled his mouth away from my member.
With the stimulation in front gone, all I could focus on was the uncomfortable feeling from behind.
I tried to wriggle away, but Baek Gunho easily held me in place with one hand.
“Don’t run.”
Baek Gunho, speaking sternly as if scolding me, sat between my legs, which were spread apart.
It was difficult to escape, and the position itself was shameful, with my lower body fully exposed.
Baek Gunho, oblivious to my delicate feelings, continued to move.
His slow, deliberate hands stirred and spread me open from within.
Each time he moved, my legs, floating in the air, twitched uncontrollably.
“Stop, please…”
“This much isn’t enough.”
No, can’t he just stop altogether?
I wavered between wanting to escape and wanting to somehow endure.
At the moment, I wanted to choose the former, but my years of unrequited love chose the latter, not letting me go.
While I hesitated, Baek Gunho pushed in another finger.
By now, it was truly overwhelming.
His fingers were especially large and thick.
I tried twisting my body to escape, but Baek Gunho wouldn’t let me go.
“Ah… Ugh…”
“Are you okay?”
I shook my head honestly. I couldn’t even muster the words to lie and say I was fine.
Seeing me like this, Baek Gunho lowered his head as if to kiss me but paused.
It seemed he had bitten my genitals.
Instead, Baek Gunho softly kissed my forehead.
It was a gentle, tender kiss, like someone comforting a child. I found it amusing that my heart softened at such a gesture.
As I gritted my teeth and endured, a vague thought crossed my mind.
‘If we’re really going to do this, it might be better if he just penetrates me.’
Baek Gunho didn’t even like me, and enduring this sensation while doing it with me felt like torture.
I wanted Baek Gunho to like me, not to suffer because of me.
In the end, I made up my mind.
“Just… put it in.”
“You’re struggling with just three fingers, though.”
“It’s fine… Just hurry.”
At first, I thought I’d ask him to stop entirely.
But by this point, that objective had lost its meaning. It would be the right thing to stop now, but… it felt too late to turn back.
Now that we’d come this far, I wanted to go through with it at least once.
Though I doubted I’d feel the same pleasure from this, my feelings alone weren’t everything in this relationship.
Even if I didn’t feel anything from the penetration, at least I wanted to see the expression on Baek Gunho’s face when he felt it.
There was no point in dragging this out for nothing, so it was better to get straight to the point.
“Hurry, put it in…”
“….”
“Hurry.”
I kept urging Baek Gunho. He sighed and pulled out his fingers.
Then, holding my waist, he positioned his member beneath me.
The size was incomparable to his fingers.
I suddenly feared how painful this would be but bit down on the inside of my cheek to hide it.
“Don’t bite.”
Somehow, he noticed. Baek Gunho reached out and used his hand to part my lips, pushing his fingers into my mouth.
As if checking for any wounds, his fingertips brushed against the tender flesh inside.
I hadn’t expected to feel this even inside my mouth, though I had felt it when we kissed.
What started as him checking for injuries gradually changed in nature.
His fingers rubbed against my tongue and swept over the soft mucous membranes.
By the time he withdrew his fingers, I even felt a slight sense of regret.
Watching me, Baek Gunho gripped my thighs tightly.
His member pressed heavily against me below. Then, he finally began to push it inside.
“Ugh…”
It hadn’t even gone in much, yet the pressure was unbelievable.
It couldn’t even compare to his fingers.
The urge to tell him to pull it out came up to my throat, but I barely swallowed it down.
“…”
Baek Gunho didn’t look comfortable either.
Of course, with it being this painful, there was no way I was the only one struggling.
Clenching down tightly, I must have been making it painful for him too.
This was a kind of pain I’d never experienced before.
It was the most painful thing I’d gone through since my time at the Black Sea Guild research facility when I was a child.
“This isn’t working.”
Baek Gunho muttered under his breath, snapping me back to my senses.
“Don’t… take it out.”
“It hurts.”
“I’m fine…”
I really wanted to pretend I was okay, but I couldn’t.
Baek Gunho looked at me, troubled, before reaching out to open a potion bottle.
He poured all of its contents below.
A sweet scent filled the air.
My skin was so slick with the slippery potion that it gleamed.
“Even if it hurts, endure it.”
Muttering, Baek Gunho held me down firmly and pushed all the way inside at once with force.
“Ugh…”
I groaned in pain.
It felt like I was entirely filled with his member.
I wondered if my insides had torn from being forced open like this.
But all that filled the air was the sweet smell, not the scent of blood.
I was stretched painfully tight but seemed to be unharmed.
Thankfully, I had an S-class body that was incredibly resilient.
If I were an ordinary person, I might have been torn. If that had happened, Baek Gunho would’ve stopped.
“…Seo Heewon.”
Baek Gunho murmured my name in a low voice.
His breath was rough, and his voice, mixed with it, sounded unfamiliar, a bit hoarse.
“Huff…”
Baek Gunho exhaled deeply and leaned down over me.
He grabbed both my wrists and made me wrap my arms around his neck.
There was only a brief hesitation before I embraced him tightly.
Each movement made the tightly joined area hurt, but the warmth of his body provided more comfort than the pain.
Only then did the feeling of being connected to Baek Gunho sink in fully.
It was the moment I realized the fantasy I’d been having for the past ten years had finally come true.
Though it looked different from what I’d imagined, I never thought this moment, which I had believed would never happen, would come about in this way.
My eyes burned, but I didn’t want to cry in such an undignified state.
I held back the tears.
Baek Gunho pretended not to notice my efforts.
He hugged me tightly, soothing me, and kissed my cheeks and ears repeatedly.
In his continuous touches and kisses, I could feel a wordless tenderness.
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thanks
Sex before dating wow
They are still at the hospital right?? Oh my!! They are so….
Thanks
You both so freaky hahahha, anyways congrats with the sex lolz
like finally