Villain wants to live as a commoner chapter 56- MATURE

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It felt like an eternity had passed just taking off the shirt.

When I finally unbuttoned it all, Baek Gunho again made it easier for me to remove it.

I swallowed dryly as I looked at Baek Gunho’s bare upper body.

He didn’t look as thick when clothed, but now that his shirt was off, his muscles appeared solid and full.

It wasn’t the first time I’d seen his body. But it was the first time I’d seen him like this, lying on a bed, waiting for my touch.

My body heated up.

It was a relief that the medicine I took yesterday had worn off; if my body had still been weak, I probably would’ve embarrassed myself with a nosebleed by now.

I slowly reached out and grabbed Baek Gunho’s chest.

Normally, there wouldn’t be much to grab on a guy, but how much had this guy trained?

His thick muscles filled my hands.

As I kneaded his chest, I lowered my head and kissed his neck.

It was a place I had always wanted to put my lips on whenever I saw his long, straight neck.

I kissed him, then licked upward with my tongue.

There wasn’t any particular taste, but it felt sweet to me.

I bit him lightly.

Worried that it might hurt, I was extremely cautious.

“Do it harder.” Baek Gunho said.

Even in moments like this, he spoke with that commanding tone.

I did as he said and bit down hard.

Baek Gunho’s body flinched, though I couldn’t tell if it was from pleasure or pain.

Probably the latter.

I kissed the spot where I had bitten him as if to soothe it.

It seemed like my preferences were becoming rougher—each time I dreamed of Baek Gunho, I would push him roughly.

But in reality, I didn’t want to do that at all.

That’s when Baek Gunho suddenly reached out and slipped his hand inside my clothes.

I jerked up in surprise.

“What are you doing?”

“I want to touch you too.”

“I said I’d do it.”

“It doesn’t have to be just you touching. I’m not saying you can’t.”

“…”

“Or do you prefer people lying still like a corpse?”

What kind of comparison was that? Fine, I guess it doesn’t matter if I let him touch me.

It’s not like it’ll make much of a difference. I responded, ‘Do as you like,’ and leaned back down.

As soon as I said that, Baek Gunho’s hand, which had snuck into my clothes, began to touch my waist.

“You’re so thin…”

What, like he’s got room to talk?

I pulled my lips away from his neck and this time licked the edge of his ear.

His reactions were so minimal I couldn’t tell if he was feeling anything.

Maybe he’s uncomfortable?

He could just be enduring it.

If that’s the case, I could end this and we’d go back to the way things were, but now that I’ve started touching him, a strange greed was building inside me.

I didn’t even know what I wanted.

Part of me hoped he’d back out quickly, but another part wanted to keep going until the end.

It was a futile desire.

Dating Baek Gunho was like trying to quench your thirst by drinking seawater.

I’d end up longing for the same love from someone who didn’t feel the same and dry up inside.

Staying friends would’ve been the better choice.

While I was touching Baek Gunho, he was touching me too.

Unlike his dull responses, I felt shivers run down my spine every time his hands cautiously brushed against my bare skin.

Is this the difference between touching someone you like and someone you don’t?

The thought made me a bit sad.

“Seo Heewon.”

Baek Gunho called my name.

Is he going to say he can’t do this after all?

I was about to sit up when Baek Gunho grabbed my hand.

He guided it downward.

My hand ended up between his legs.

I shifted my gaze to check.

Even through his clothes, I could feel how obviously erect he was.

…What did I do to make this happen?

He didn’t even seem to be enjoying the touching.

“You’re hard.”

“I can’t really tell.”

I denied it halfheartedly.

Then, without hesitation, Baek Gunho unzipped his pants and pulled out his erection before I could stop him.

It was undeniably, fully erect.

How… did this happen?

“You’re a first-timer.”

As I stared at him, confused, Baek Gunho said out of the blue.

I narrowed my eyes at him.

“You’re a first-timer too, right?”

“For now, yes.”

What nonsense was that?

“You’re a first-timer right now too.”

Baek Gunho said something incomprehensible.

Of course it’s my first time—what’s with the “right now”?

Anyway, so he is a first-timer too.

I nodded in understanding, and Baek Gunho continued.

“It’s better if I take over for both of us to enjoy.”

“Why?”

“Because I’ll do a better job.”

On what basis was he so confident?

I was dumbfounded.

At that moment, Baek Gunho grabbed me.

Before I knew it, he had flipped me over.

Our positions had reversed.

I was now lying on the bed, with Baek Gunho on top of me.

Baek Gunho pinned my hands to the bed and smirked annoyingly.

“You made a promise, didn’t you?”

I didn’t promise anything.

I just… didn’t think he’d get it up in the first place.

I tried to flip us back, but before I could really attempt it, Baek Gunho leaned down and kissed me.

“Mmm…!”

The words ‘get off’ were swallowed by Baek Gunho’s mouth.

I tried to speak, but instead, I ended up letting him invade.

The kiss was much more intense than before.

Unlike the gentle brushing earlier, it was as if he was trying to devour me.

Our tongues tangled, and our mouths rubbed against each other.

I kept my eyes open, staring at Baek Gunho.

With his eyes closed, he looked deeply focused.

As the kiss went on, Baek Gunho’s hand slowly moved to my shirt.

Unlike my trembling hands, he undid the buttons with ease, quickly removing my shirt.

Baek Gunho glanced at me, panting, and let out a short laugh.

“You need to breathe.”

“…Shut up.”

I had been too out of breath to even kiss properly.

How was I supposed to find time to breathe?

Unlike me, Baek Gunho remained completely composed, which annoyed me.

Even if he didn’t like me, this was his first time too, so shouldn’t he be at least a little nervous?

Did this guy actually… already have experience?

There’s no way.

Baek Gunho was so conservative about relationships, I couldn’t imagine him having slept with anyone.

Even knowing that, his skill made me doubt for a moment.

Baek Gunho licked his lips as he looked down at me.

The sight was strangely provocative, and I found myself staring blankly without even realizing it.

He really is disgustingly handsome.

If it weren’t for that face, I would have maintained our friendship, and none of this would have happened.

As Baek Gunho lowered his head, his face disappeared from view.

But there wasn’t even time to feel disappointed.

Baek Gunho’s lips touched my neck, exactly like I had done to him earlier.

The moment his tongue touched me, a dizzying sensation spread through my body.

When Baek Gunho gently licked and even started nibbling, my body twitched involuntarily.

At the same time, Baek Gunho’s hand roamed over my body.

He played with my waist while continuing to stay attached to my neck.

It was hard to endure the stimulation coming from both sides.

How did Baek Gunho hold himself back before?

It’s not like he’s immune to this.

Even though I was twitching, Baek Gunho relentlessly bit and sucked my neck several times.

Meanwhile, the hand that had been touching near my waist was gradually moving upwards.

The place where it finally stopped was my chest.

His large hand squeezed my chest firmly.

Of course, there wasn’t really much to grab, but Baek Gunho kept kneading my chest with his hand.

It felt strangely ticklish.

“Stop touching there.”

“Why?”

“There’s nothing to grab, so why do you keep…?”

Unlike Baek Gunho, my chest was lacking.

I didn’t know why he kept kneading it like dough.

The constant touching made me feel weird and itchy.

“Does it hurt?”

It didn’t really hurt, but I nodded anyway.

Then Baek Gunho obediently let go of my chest.

However, his hand didn’t fully leave.

He ran his hand over my chest once before pressing my nipple with his fingers.

Is that supposed to be a button? Why is he pressing it like that?

I only grumbled in my head.

As Baek Gunho rubbed my nipple between his fingers, it gave me a strange, ticklish feeling, as if it really were a pleasure button.

I wished he would stop, but Baek Gunho took it a step further.

While one hand fondled my chest, his tongue started licking my other nipple.

It was already intense enough with just his fingers, but the wet sensation of his tongue made it worse.

It was a kind of pleasure I hadn’t anticipated.

I rolled my eyes to look at Baek Gunho.

I had no idea what was going through his mind.

Realizing I was staring, Baek Gunho briefly pulled his mouth away and looked up at me.

After silently observing me, as if studying my reaction, he finally released my chest.

Just when I thought I could catch a break, Baek Gunho moved his hand to my waistband.

In an instant, both my pants and underwear were pulled down.

I felt my face flush as I was left completely exposed.

“You too, take them off.”

Baek Gunho complied easily with my request.

But I soon regretted asking.

I thought that seeing him shirtless was enough, but I was wrong.

Seeing Baek Gunho completely naked was even more stimulating. His entire body, from head to toe, was perfectly sculpted with muscle.

And what made me especially embarrassed was the sight of Baek Gunho’s erect penis.

Despite having thought he couldn’t possibly get any harder, there it stood, even larger than before, fully displaying its size.

I had known it was big, but this was my first time seeing it fully erect.

Even when soft, I had wondered how he managed to carry that around.

Now that it had grown even larger, it was honestly a bit terrifying. Its veins bulged out, making it look somewhat grotesque.

This is hopeless.

What’s hopeless is that I’m actually turned on by this.

I still don’t want it inside me, but seeing that Baek Gunho is this aroused because of me makes me feel a little happy.

But this isn’t the time to feel happy.

I should be stopping this.

However, the pleasure in front of me was clouding my mind, and I was helplessly swept away.

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