‘I wish I’d never known what sex was.’
Perhaps because I had experienced it so recently, my desire felt like it was burning even hotter.
This didn’t feel like mere “emotional synchronization” anymore; it felt like a cheat code forcing me to match the high sex drives of these three men, almost like an Omega’s heat.
‘Wait, could it be…!’
A dark premonition crawled up my spine.
Our flower.
The moment I heard the phrase that signaled the start of the original novel, I had lost my reason and become aroused, just like someone in heat.
I had simply thought that because the original Seo Siho had chased after these three with dark intentions, his lingering feelings had rushed in and triggered this synchronization.
But seeing how sensitively I reacted to that specific phrase, I realized I was wrong.
I began to wonder if this was actually a safety mechanism designed to allow a Beta like me to handle three Alphas.
‘If it’s not emotional synchronization… then are these feelings for them actually mine?’
Doubt suddenly flared up. Perhaps the very act of knowing I was in a webnovel and resolving not to get involved with them had actually imprinted them in my mind as people I couldn’t ignore.
While bracing myself and being conscious of them every day, they must have taken up a corner of my heart.
From the moments we spent together, small feelings had clearly grown into something sincere.
After all, their faces were perfectly my type.
‘Even so… to think it’s not emotional synchronization.’
It was clumsy to react to a single phrase when I wasn’t even in heat.
This wasn’t a novel about a Beta and three Alphas to begin with.
Feeling fearful, I tentatively asked Moon Dowon as he carried me toward the break room.
“…Hey. Can you… say it to me one more time?”
Meeting Moon Dowon’s eyes again made my heart pound violently.
Every time I felt his firm arms supporting my body through my clothes, a groan threatened to leak out from the excitement.
I barely held back my ragged breath as I asked. Moon Dowon asked back.
“Say what?”
“Our…”
“Flower?”
I nodded.
When I gave him a look pleading for him to say the whole phrase again, the corners of Moon Dowon’s mouth curled up.
“How silly. I can say it as many times as you want. You are our flower.”
As expected, that phrase was the cheat code.
Once again, I felt like the world was turning upside down and the heat surged.
I bit my lip hard at the rush of intense lust, causing a frown to crease Moon Dowon’s brow.
Even that looked so sexy I felt like I was going insane.
While I felt like I needed to hear this word whenever I dealt with the three of them, a sudden flash of logic brought me back to reality for a split second.
I felt ashamed—what was I doing when I was supposed to be leaving?
However, the lust was stronger than expected, and it was enough to swallow my reason.
If I had a body that had never experienced sex, it might be different, but since I knew what it felt like, my body wouldn’t stay still.
After trying to endure it over and over, I realized I couldn’t take it anymore.
I grabbed Moon Dowon’s collar and kissed him.
“What are you doing?”
“I don’t know. I can’t control myself. So Dowon, please… do something about me.”
Even though I knew my body hadn’t fully recovered yet, I couldn’t stop.
Moon Dowon’s thick lips kept catching my sight.
Finally, unable to hold back, I nibbled on his lower lip just enough not to cause pain.
Moon Dowon frowned as if trying to remain patient.
“Just like yesterday. Why are you seducing me so recklessly? Why are you even aroused?”
Moon Dowon asked in a simmering voice, mentioning that something bad could happen just like yesterday.
He looked puzzled seeing my face so flushed and my breathing so heavy.
Since Moon Dowon had slept with me before, he should have known—just like Kang Taeyun did—that I wasn’t in pain, but aroused.
However, his gaze showed he didn’t understand what exactly had triggered it.
Deciding to enjoy the moment instead of thinking about the reason, I sucked hard on his lower lip before letting go and licking it with my tongue.
I heard Moon Dowon’s breathing grow rougher from the stimulation.
Moon Dowon walked quickly into the break room and set me down on the sofa.
“What do you want me to do? Your body isn’t even healed.”
As the culprit of yesterday’s events, Moon Dowon looked like he didn’t know what to do with himself.
His tight shirt looked like it would burst, rising and falling as heavily as his ragged breathing.
Seeing him hesitate to touch me, it looked like he was trying to stay loyal to the others and wait.
With a voice tangled in tremors and excitement, I spoke to him.
“Do I… have to keep waiting like this…?”
My low, locked voice leaked out in a way that sounded decadently erotic.
Seeing Moon Dowon’s shoulders flinch, he seemed shaken, but he looked away as if trying to find his reason, giving it his best effort.
He didn’t have to do that.
For this moment, I wanted him to follow his desires.
Seeing him unable to do so made me feel like I was suffocating.
When I pulled up the hem of my shirt to take it off, Moon Dowon saw it and hurriedly stopped my actions.
“Are you crazy? What are you trying to achieve by provoking me?”
“I want it… so why can’t you do it? I did everything you guys wanted whenever you wanted it.”
I barely swallowed a groan and gripped my clothes tight.
The faint scent of skin musk coming from Moon Dowon was dizzying and made me greedy.
I couldn’t stand it anymore, so I lifted myself off the sofa and wrapped my arms around Moon Dowon’s shoulders.
When I licked around his unkindly closed lips, Moon Dowon’s left eyebrow shot up.
“I give up. You’re the one who seduced me first this time, too.”
Moon Dowon shoved his tongue into my open mouth as if to show off.
He tangled his tongue with mine like a coiling snake, sat down next to me, and then lifted me up to place me on his lap.
I ended up in the same hugging position as when he brought me here, but I didn’t want to just sit quietly and be kissed.
Pushing Moon Dowon slightly without breaking the kiss, I climbed up using my knees on the sofa.
“I’m going crazy. Truly.”
Looking at the flustered Moon Dowon, I felt like I was going crazy myself.
Every time I seduced him like this, I felt like someone who was obsessed with sex.
But it didn’t matter. I felt like I could do anything as long as this lust was resolved.
As I moved busily as if leading Moon Dowon, the door opened and Kang Taeyun and Yoo Joohwan walked in, having finished tidying up.
The two of them looked incredibly displeased, seemingly absurded by the fact that we were already kissing without being able to wait even a moment.
“Your eyes are completely unfocused. You’re really loose, Seo Siho.”
I felt embarrassed because it seemed I only ever showed this side of myself to Kang Taeyun.
Though I was full of shame, I couldn’t pull my lips away from Moon Dowon’s.
Unlike Moon Dowon, who tried to stop, I stubbornly pushed in and sucked on his lips.
Yoo Joohwan approached from behind and grabbed my shoulder.
As he tried to pull me away by force, I tightened my arms around Moon Dowon’s neck.
As if he had reached his limit, Yoo Joohwan muttered in a threatening voice.
“Don’t you remember what I said today? I told you to take care of your body.”
He seemed angry that I was causing trouble even before his upcoming rut.
Just as I was about to break the kiss to suggest we all enjoy ourselves together, Yoo Joohwan grabbed my chin firmly and turned my head to face him.
The rage filling his direct gaze was so immense it was beyond words.
It was so overwhelming that I felt my clouded mind slowly returning, thinking he wouldn’t be this angry even if I had cheated on him.
“Wake up, Seo Siho. What are you going to do if I lose my mind here? Do I still look like some nice guy who will forgive anything in your eyes? Have you even thought about what kind of heart I had when I bought you porridge, and what kind of heart I had when I sat there smiling at you?”
He expressed his resentment, saying that if I knew that, I wouldn’t have acted this way at the very least.
When I let out a groan at the pain in my chin, Kang Taeyun grabbed Yoo Joohwan’s wrist and pulled it down.
“Stop it. This isn’t like you.”
“I’m doing this because I’m pissed. I can endure everything else, but isn’t this too much? It’s only been a day since you were fucked, yet you can’t even endure that short time and your eyes are already unfocused? How am I supposed to stay sane?”
