“Even so, you have no right to be angry. He was with Moon Dowon, not some random bastard, so it’s not something to get worked up about. Weren’t you the one who said we should understand each other since this is a three-way relationship, not a solo one?”
Kang Taeyun shook off Yoo Joohwan’s wrist and stared at him with a deeply sunken gaze.
He added coldly that he had felt the same way while waiting in the park, but he had endured it.
Despite the atmosphere turning cold enough to draw frost, Yoo Joohwan did not back down.
He rubbed his wrist with a frigid expression.
“You must be rational since you at least got to have sex. Why are you guys so easy to get to, but so stingy with me? If you’ve been avoiding me all this time, couldn’t you at least endure a little bit for my sake?”
“Yoo Joohwan.”
“My pride is fucking hurting just saying this. But if this is what Seo Siho wants, I should give it to him. I’m doing this because I’m confident I can handle these two and his rut on top of it.”
Yoo Joohwan grabbed my shoulders and kissed me.
His rough hands pressed against the back of my neck as if he were going to pull my hair out, and he forced his way into my mouth so deeply I couldn’t breathe.
It was the first time in my life I had experienced a kiss that felt so raw and violent.
There wasn’t a trace of affection in it.
He didn’t just rummage through ruthlessly; his tongue reached the back of my throat, making me feel nauseous.
When I tried to push his chest away due to the suffocating pain, Yoo Joohwan gripped my cheeks firmly to keep me still and bit my lower lip hard.
Crunch.
The metallic taste of blood seeped from my lip—not my shoulder this time—triggering an unpleasant pain.
Tears welled up in my spinning vision, but strangely, it felt sweeter than ever.
I felt like it would be okay even if Yoo Joohwan played out his true nature through SM play with me.
Unable to watch any longer, Moon Dowon grabbed Yoo Joohwan’s shoulder and pulled him away.
When Yoo Joohwan tried to lung at me again, shaking off the hand, Kang Taeyun stepped in front of him.
“Move, Kang Taeyun. Even if it’s you, I won’t let this go.”
“Let’s not cross the line, Juhwan.”
“He said he wants it. I’m trying to give it to him, so why are you stopping me?”
“Did Siho say he wanted to be hit? Stop acting unlike yourself and get your head on straight.”
Kang Taeyun muttered in a toneless voice that Yoo Joohwan was overreacting to something that should have been a simple cooling of heat.
Even in the sunken atmosphere that felt like a bucket of cold water had been thrown over it, Yoo Joohwan continued to huff.
Seeing the sense of defeat in his eyes, I felt a surge of guilt.
Thinking about how he must have felt left out and isolated, my excited emotions began to cool down bit by bit.
‘What is it about that phrase “our flower”…’
I felt pathetic for making such a mess just because I heard those words.
Yoo Joohwan stared at my somewhat calmed state, then ran a hand through his hair and let out a sigh as if regaining his reason.
“Fine. I was excessive. I’m sorry, you must have been surprised.”
Seeing me peeking from behind Kang Taeyun, Yoo Joohwan reached out.
He seemed to want to check the wound on my lip.
“It’s okay. I’m not hurt.”
“Don’t lie and come here. I won’t eat you.”
Yoo Joohwan sent a gaze to Kang Taeyun, telling him to move.
But Kang Taeyun didn’t. Instead, he turned around, gripped my chin slightly, and checked my lip himself.
“Tsk, your pretty lips are all swollen.”
“…I’m really okay.”
Even if I had been spanked in this state, I think I would have been fine.
When Kang Taeyun’s worried hand touched my lip, I instinctively bit it.
“…”
Kang Taeyun looked lost for words, seemingly taken aback.
It was an action that came out reflexively because I hated being stimulated and then left hanging in such a heated state.
As I bit down and lightly sucked on his thumb, Yoo Joohwan, watching from behind, showed a flash of madness.
“This guy is really pissing me off again.”
Yoo Joohwan withdrew his hand, saying his barely settled anger was rising again.
At the sound of Yoo Joohwan’s heavy footsteps approaching, I let go of Kang Taeyun’s finger.
Yoo Joohwan flinched and let out an incredulous breath.
He seemed flustered seeing me look so frightened.
“You reap what you sow,” Moon Dowon muttered quietly, leaning back against the sofa.
He indicated he could leave the room if Juhwan wanted it as a friend, but Yoo Joohwan refused, his pride seemingly hurt even by that.
Perhaps thinking he just shouldn’t go all the way as Kang Taeyun suggested, he pulled me toward where Moon Dowon was.
“Sit.”
“Huh?”
“You want to do it, and I don’t want you to get penetrated. Doesn’t that give us the answer?”
The way to resolve sexual desire without damaging the body before the rut was foreplay.
He sat me on top of Moon Dowon, saying we just needed to calm things down, and tried to unbuckle my pants.
When I reflexively reached out to stop him, a crease formed between Yoo Joohwan’s brows.
“What is it you don’t like now? You wag your tail just fine for Kang Taeyun and Moon Dowon, so why are you playing hard to get with me? You’re pissing me off.”
“Sorry. I didn’t do it on purpose. I just got surprised without realizing it.”
I let go of his hand, saying anyone would be flustered.
Without saying a word, Yoo Joohwan unbuckled the belt and pulled down my trousers along with my drawers.
It became an unintentionally awkward position.
“What. Do I have to suck your nipples too?”
I felt a pang of hurt at his half-hearted remark.
It wasn’t as bad as the rough kiss, but my body flinched at the cold hand grasping my cock.
When I tried to pull back, Moon Dowon supported me firmly from behind.
“It’ll be hard to suck in this position. But I can touch you with my fingers.”
Moon Dowon pulled my shirt up halfway, saying he could offer active help for Juhwan’s task.
He had stopped me when I tried to take it off earlier, but now he was acting more positive.
As Moon Dowon leaned down to look at my exposed torso, his hair tickled my skin.
My muscles contracted sharply at the sensation of his fingers scraping my nipples to gauge my reaction.
“Hng…!”
Moon Dowon looked like someone enjoying himself as he pressed with his thumb and flicked with his fingertips.
As my groans grew louder by the second, Yoo Joohwan gripped my erect member with one hand.
“Hiieek…!”
“Could you focus on this side too?”
My shoulders instinctively hunched at the stimulation from both top and bottom.
Seeing my body keep arching forward, Moon Dowon spread my legs and pressed his middle against my buttocks.
With my movements restricted, I struggled to turn my body slightly and saw Kang Taeyun.
Just like in the original story, he was watching the two of them with an indifferent gaze.
Given the obsession he had shown so far, I thought he would be the first to react, but it seemed I was mistaken.
“…Haa, g-good…!”
Unstoppable pleasure spread across my lips because of Yoo Joohwan, who was stroking the shaft.
My nerves were on edge at the sound of my groans laced with a slight tremor, but Kang Taeyun still didn’t move an inch.
Since his hands and mouth were free, I wished he would do something, but Kang Taeyun only curved his eyes with a smile-less face.
Feeling bitter, I bit my lip slightly, and Kang Taeyun asked in a dry voice.
“Why. Do you want me to do something?”
“Hng, I wa-want…, hng, to suck… haa!”
Every time I spoke, Yoo Joohwan scraped my glans with his fingernail as if to say ‘not a chance.’
The stimulation was so dizzyingly sharp that my words came out slurred.
Fortunately, it wasn’t to the point of being unintelligible, as Kang Taeyun loosened his lips into a smirk and spoke in a chilling tone.
“What should I do, Siho? I have no intention of doing that at all.”
“Why…, hhh…!”
“Because I absolutely loathe things that are loose.”
Kang Taeyun dismissed me coldly, as if telling me to blame my own unfaithful and unchaste cock.
Looking at him, who was so cold that not even a sliver of affection could be felt, a misplaced resentment flared up.
‘It’s going to be the last time…, and you don’t even know it.’
I suppressed the resentment spreading clearly within me, telling myself that I wasn’t the one who would lose out.
With a small spark of spite, I turned my head and kissed Moon Dowon’s lips.
Not satisfied with that, I stuck out my red tongue and urged him to suck it.
I hated myself for acting like this, but since it was going to happen anyway, I wanted to feel good.
Because sex that wasn’t excessive was always ecstatic enough to lose myself in.
