Even during the initial gang bang, the initial wave of visceral disgust had somehow morphed midway through the encounter, transitioning into a strange, intoxicating layer of raw physical pleasure.
It was a cognitive glitch so severe it had caused me to question my own baseline sanity.
‘There’s absolutely no way this can be classified as a conventional, healthy psychological profile.’
Even when that bastard routinely utilized leather paddles or heavy whips to lacerate the skin across my back and buttocks, the immediate flash of physical agony would invariably warp over the next few hours, mutating into a subtle, deep-seated surge of intense sexual arousal.
Naturally, I had kept that specific data point entirely masked from his view; he had remained completely oblivious to my compliance.
Granted, that realization hadn’t driven me to actively seek out hyper-sadistic Dominant partners in the aftermath of the incident.
The overriding survival logic dictated that if I were unfortunate enough to collide with another unhinged degenerate of that caliber, my physical preservation would be entirely compromised.
The sheer density of clinical lunatics walking the streets of the real world meant that dropping one’s vigilance for even a single second was an invitation to ruin.
The bastard from my past had initially presented a completely immaculate exterior—he held an elite corporate position, possessed an extraordinary net worth, and navigated social spaces with a polished, highly educated charm.
It had been impossible to detect the rot hiding behind the veneer.
Ultimately, the human variable was entirely unpredictable.
You could never truly know what monstrous agenda was running behind a person’s eyes until the trap snapped shut.
Exactly like the high-stakes reality I was currently navigating with the man pinning me down.
“Haa…….”
The moment Yoon Seoho finally severed the connection after what felt like a grueling, infinite eternity, a desperate, ragged gasp tore straight from my lungs.
Because his execution was so terrifyingly precise—granting a microscopic pocket of oxygen the exact second my lungs reached their absolute breaking point before dragging me back under—my respiratory metrics had been pushed to their absolute limits.
As I frantically worked to steady my breathing, Yoon Seoho smoothly shifted his weight, gathering my limp frame into his arms with a casual, non-negotiable strength.
Carrying me in a half-cradle position as I leaned heavily against his shoulder, he strode directly into the master bath.
The entire morning sanitation routine—encompassing the brushing of my teeth, the washing of my face, and a full structural shower—was executed entirely under his direct, hands-on management.
Once we emerged from the steam, I was settled into a vanity chair, completely yielding my frame to his movements as he engaged a high-end dryer to systematically dry the damp strands of my hair.
As I sat there blinking sleepily under the warm, rhythmic flow of air, a sudden, glaring realization crashed into my cognitive tracks, causing me to tilt my head to the side.
‘Wait a minute…… now that I think about it, I haven’t utilized the restroom a single time since I woke up in this universe……?’
It was a staggering biological anomaly.
The fundamental, non-negotiable physiological elimination functions that characterized every living human organism had failed to manifest within my vessel even once.
I had routinely consumed solid food, drank substantial volumes of liquids, and logged extended sleep cycles, yet my body had discharged absolutely zero waste metrics.
I experienced the distinct, chemical sensations of hunger and satiety, yet the neural signal indicating a need to evacuate my bladder or bowels had simply never fired.
Not once.
From the literal moment of my arrival straight down to this very second.
‘Why is Yoon Seoho navigating this anomaly as if it’s entirely normal?’
There was absolutely no scenario where an analytical predator like him would have failed to log this physical discrepancy first.
He personally managed my intake and supervised my daily hygiene routines down to the millimeter, yet his behavioral data revealed a total lack of concern or investigation.
If anything, his passive energy suggested he accepted this biological divergence as an entirely natural, expected baseline for my frame.
The rationale behind that compliance left me deeply perplexed.
Given the high-stakes, control-freak parameters of his personality, a physical anomaly that flagrant should have triggered an immediate, high-priority clinical evaluation.
Why was he letting it slide?
‘Is it possible…… he doesn’t categorize my vessel as a standard human being to begin with?’
The pieces of the puzzle clicked into place with an absolute, undeniable logic. It was a thoroughly sound deduction.
I wielded a cataclysmic, reality-warping stabilization frequency that flatly defied the established laws of this universe—a power that lacked even a basic dictionary definition in a world completely stripped of the concept of a Guide.
To his senses, an entity capable of effortlessly neutralizing S-rank psychic decay with a casual brush of his fingertips could never be perceived as a mere mortal civilian.
Furthermore, the two initial devotees who had received my output had literally prostrated themselves in the dirt, weeping and offering prayers as if they were looking at a literal manifestation of God.
Operating under that specific conclusion, every single nuance of Yoon Seoho’s domestic behavioral script became instantly clear.
The fluid, completely unbothered grace with which he navigated my physiological anomalies was the explicit result of this assumption.
If he had systematically categorized my existence as a literal deity or a higher-plane entity from the very start, then no matter what mathematically impossible variable manifested within my biology, his cognitive tracks would simply file it away under ‘divine traits.’
‘Yeah. That has to be it.’
That specific deduction explained the singular reason why he had deployed those incredibly childish, transparent lies during our initial interactions.
I had initially found his sloppy attempt to scam me—spinning that ridiculous narrative about how we shared a deep, historical connection and how his biological father had operated as my elite financial patron—exceptionally clumsy for a strategist of his caliber.
But it all made sense now; it was a desperate, high-stakes psychological gambit.
He was frantically attempting to fabricate a permanent, artificial anchor to bind a literal god to his personal perimeter before I could realize my own sovereignty.
‘What an absolute, pathologically conniving bastard.’
“Alright, the preparations are complete. Today’s garments look even more breathtaking on you.”
The smooth cadence pulled my focus back to the reality before me.
I shifted my gaze toward the grand mirror, appraising the reflection of the new uniform he had meticulously arrayed over my frame.
Yesterday’s ceremonial attire had been defined by a pristine white foundation draped in heavy golden embroidery.
Today’s ensemble sat on the exact opposite end of the spectrum—a deep, light-absorbing midnight black base layered with intricate, shimmering gold needlework that mapped out the cult’s esoteric symbols across my chest and cuffs.
“Yesterday’s service constituted your formal investiture ritual, but since today’s gathering is merely a continuation of the baptisms, I decided to style you in our standard high-clergy casual robes. The remaining blessings should be wrapped up in a fraction of the time anyway, so it’s vastly preferable to operate in a more comfortable fit, don’t you think?”
“Mmmh.”
I offered a soft, entirely submissive nod of assent, keeping my shoulders slightly rounded to maintain the performance.
The micro-movement produced an immediate result: the corners of Yoon Seoho’s eyes softened, crinkling into a look of profound, deeply satisfied indulgence.
Through my systematic analysis of his responses over the past few days, I had logged another critical behavioral metric: the man possessed a distinct, intense preference for when my verbal confirmations were delivered in a slow, slightly trailing, listless cadence.
It evidently fed directly into his desire to categorize and treat my person as a fragile, entirely dependent child under his absolute protection.
“Then let us officially depart, Yuan. Ah—but before we step out, I think I need to steal another taste.”