Moon Dowon, wearing a face that looked like he was crazy in love, left his marks on me and then draped his own clothes over me.
The clothes didn’t fit, but since I couldn’t go home exposing the marks Moon Dowon and Kang Taeyun had left, I put them on without a word.
Moon Dowon leaned my staggering body against the tree and helped me put on my fallen underwear and pants.
I was grateful he took care of me first, but seeing his member still dangling made me embarrassed.
Furthermore, Moon Dowon’s clothes were faintly stained white from the climax I had reached.
“…You should get dressed too.”
I quickly grabbed his and tucked it into his briefs before buckling his pants.
The soft sensation I felt when I grabbed it wouldn’t leave my fingertips.
I instinctively squeezed Moon Dowon’s hand at the lingering warmth.
When exactly would this lust of mine subside?
Even after being put through such a state, I looked up at Moon Dowon with a lingering heat in my eyes.
“Dowon.”
For just a moment, my voice went hoarse and low.
Worried, Moon Dowon grabbed my chin and softly stroked my cheek.
“Your voice is completely gone. What am I going to do if you go this easily when I didn’t even get to put it in properly?”
“That… wasn’t properly…?”
“Only half went in, so of course not. If I had my way, I wanted to follow my greed, but you’re so fragile that I held back.”
Moon Dowon looked down at me seriously, wondering if that’s just how Betas were.
His worried gaze seemed sincere.
“…It hurt a lot for me, though.”
Of course, on the other hand, it felt good.
The sensation of him pounding into me felt stinging as if I’d been hit by a club, and the tight hole that felt like it would tear created a strange pleasure through the friction.
The sexual sensation, different from the one I felt with Kang Taeyun, wouldn’t leave my mind.
“I know. That’s why I couldn’t put it in all the way.”
Moon Dowon gently caressed my cheek.
He looked apologetic, saying that while he thought he should stop halfway, he couldn’t control himself.
I shook my head slightly.
“It’s okay. Still, I think you’ll need to study a bit for next time.”
“Was it bad?”
“It’s not that… I just thought it would be nice if you learned how to make it hurt a little less.”
Actually, I was grateful to Moon Dowon for continuing the sex even though only half of him went in.
If he had pushed that weapon of his all the way to the base, I probably would have fainted right there.
“We can study together on how to make it hurt less. You’ll be coming to my house soon anyway.”
“…With me?”
“Then who else?”
Moon Dowon frowned.
His slightly raised right eyebrow suggested he was displeased.
“I thought you would look up materials or something…”
“I don’t need those anymore. I have a partner now.”
“…….”
“I’m planning to study Betas separately, so don’t worry. Did you forget? We have Dr. Hong.”
That person was Kang Taeyun’s man.
Moon Dowon said triumphantly that since he worked in medicine, there wouldn’t be any issues.
It was a useless effort since I’d be gone in two days.
I avoided Moon Dowon’s gaze without answering.
“Shall we go out? Kang Taeyun is here waiting.”
“…Kang Taeyun? How do you know that?”
“Pheromones. The smell is so strong it’s actually distressing.”
Moon Dowon moved his hand away from my cheek and straightened his surroundings.
All that really meant was the shirt he had used to wipe the semen.
A belated wave of embarrassment washed over me, and my face turned bright red.
I was beyond embarrassed—I was ashamed that I had lost my reason and done something so lewd in a park.
‘Why did I feel so relieved just because he said he blocked off the area…’
The more I thought about it, the more flustered I became, and I squeezed both of my burning cheeks.
“…Can’t we go out without meeting Kang Taeyun?”
I asked because I thought since he could smell pheromones, we might be able to leave through a way where Kang Taeyun wasn’t present.
It was embarrassing enough to face a stranger, but facing someone I knew was even worse.
Seeing my face flushed red, Moon Dowon dusted off the clothes in his hand.
“Even if we wanted to, he’ll come once he gets the report. There are quite a lot of personnel in the park.”
“Don’t tell me… are they nearby too? Did they see everything we…”
“Do you think I would have let Kang Taeyun allow that?”
I shook my head violently at the counter-question Moon Dowon threw after cutting me off.
If it was Kang Taeyun, he would have pushed the people far away so they couldn’t even hear, let alone see.
A sigh of relief escaped me at that thought.
“Dowon… can’t you go out alone and meet Taeyun?”
“Why?”
“Just because.”
I couldn’t bring myself to say that I was so mortified and embarrassed by today that I couldn’t even lift my head.
It’s not like he didn’t already know what happened, but I wanted to see him later rather than today if possible.
If I could, I just wanted to run away from this spot.
“Are you scared of Kang Taeyun?”
“It’s not that…”
“Then why try to hide? Are you regretting having sex with me now?”
Moon Dowon rubbed the watch on his wrist and wore a blunt face.
Judging by his cold tone, his feelings seemed hurt.
I let out a small sigh, thinking the situation would get messy if I didn’t fix it.
“I’m sorry.”
“Fine. Can you walk? If not, get on my back.”
Moon Dowon turned around, showing me his broad back.
There had been a situation like this even before the emotional synchronization happened.
Perhaps because I was used to it now, luckily my heart didn’t race as much as it did back then.
“I can walk.”
I spoke confidently, but pain surged every time I moved my legs.
Not just my hips, but my entire body throbbed so much that I couldn’t walk.
Moon Dowon checked my condition and let out a breath.
“Just get on.”
Looking at Moon Dowon as he lowered himself and nodded, I didn’t have time to hesitate.
I couldn’t crawl and I couldn’t walk, so even if it was embarrassing, it was better to be carried out.
Without hesitation, I wrapped my arms around his neck and climbed onto his back.
“I’ll be heavy.”
“Doesn’t matter.”
Moon Dowon stood up as if I were light.
He carried me on his back without a wobble and began to walk forward with steady thuds.
“Am I not heavy?”
“Not really.”
A faint scent of skin toner came from Moon Dowon as he answered indifferently.
Even though he said his pheromones were acacia, the toner he actually used had a fresh scent.
I buried my face against him, thinking it suited Moon Dowon well.
“You smell good.”
“You too.”
“Me too?”
I reflexively lifted my face and brought my nose to my forearm.
Maybe because I was wearing Moon Dowon’s clothes, I couldn’t smell anything other than that fresh scent.
Even though I knew I couldn’t smell my own scent, I was inwardly relieved that I didn’t smell like anything strange.
“You smell like apricots.”
“That’s the smell of the fabric softener.”
“I know. It’s because it’s mixed with your body odor that it smells even more delicious.”
I just hugged his neck in silence at the sound of Moon Dowon’s calm voice.
I don’t know why I thought this, but I felt like it would have been nice if I had been in an Omega’s body when I possessed this character.
‘Then I would have been able to smell their pheromones.’
I thought that inadvertently and then caught myself.
Why was I thinking this when I was about to leave soon?
It felt like the closer I got to them, the deeper my desire to become an Omega grew.
“Seo Siho.”
“Yeah.”
“I know you were unsatisfied because I’m not skillful.
But I’m the type to learn things quickly, so I’ll satisfy you soon.
So don’t push me away or discriminate against me just because I’m being compared.”
“…Why would I discriminate?”
I liked all three of them; my feelings weren’t biased enough to leave one person out.
It seemed he had been watching from the side in silence and thinking many negative thoughts.
For some reason, my heart swelled, and I wanted to wrap him in a warm embrace.
“Dowon, do you remember? When you said it had to be the three of us. I agreed to that from the start, and that’s why our relationship has come this far…. So what I’m trying to say is that there will never be a case where I choose just one of you.”
I was sincere.
I had no intention of having a happy ending with just one of them, and I had no intention of giving up on the escape I was preparing.
From the start, it was either all of us together or a safe breakup.
The reason I couldn’t give up the thought of running away while conveying my honest feelings was that I still didn’t have the confidence to handle the three of them.
Even if my heart wavered hundreds of times, handling the sexual desires of these three was a separate issue.
While I was lost in thought in silence, Moon Dowon, who had made it outside, suddenly came to a halt.
When I instinctively lifted my head, Kang Taeyun was standing before us with his usual clear smile.
“…Taeyun.”
“I was surprised because you were bolder than I thought, Siho. Having sex in a park where so many people go.”
