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An unbelievable thing happened.
When Taehwan suddenly knelt down in front of me, I already thought something was strange—but compared to what happened next, that was nothing.
Between my legs, Taehwan leaned forward and then… he put that in his mouth.
By “that,” I mean the thing hanging between my legs.
“W-wait, Taehwanaaa—ahhh…”
My breath caught in my throat.
Blood rushed to my face so quickly I thought I’d explode.
I was so shocked—unable to believe what I was seeing—that I lost that one beat I should have used to stop him. In that instant, mine disappeared past his lips.
Panicking, I grabbed his head to push him away, but it was useless.
His lips clamped stubbornly around me, as if refusing to let go, making my head spin.
And that wasn’t all—his soft lips were working, moving, sucking me in even deeper.
Already overly sensitive from being hard, every little sensation on my skin made me swallow my breath over and over.
“T-Tae… hnnngh—”
My thighs trembled and I couldn’t put any strength in my hands.
To make things worse, something soft and wet brushed against me.
I didn’t even need to look to know it was his tongue.
Unbelievably, he was licking me—like a popsicle or candy—really savoring it.
At first his mouth felt a bit dry, but it soon grew wet and hot, wrapping thickly around me.
Strange sensations crashed over me again and again, making even my lower back tingle.
I nearly hugged his head in desperation.
“Ahhh… nghh. W-wait… please…”
What the hell was he doing?
He’d touched me plenty of times when I was hard before, made me feel good—but why suddenly do this, such an outrageous thing?
Even in my confusion, what drove me crazier was that it felt so good.
I couldn’t believe I was getting pleasure from having my cock sucked by a friend of twenty years, but it was true.
Too hot, too wet, too soft…
Lost between shame and pleasure, tears spilled from my eyes—right as my cock slipped from between his lips with a wet pop.
It glistened, slick with his saliva.
“…”
The sight was so stimulating I froze.
Not just my cock, but his lips—slightly damp from my precum and his spit—and his red tongue… they seemed so unreal.
Especially because it was Taehwan.
Ever since our first kiss, I’d found my gaze drawn to his lips, conscious of them—but now it was worse than ever.
“…Should I stop?”
His question snapped me back.
Still kneeling in front of me, Taehwan looked up quietly, a faint trace of concern in his eyes.
“Ah—”
“Did you hate it?”
“No! Of course not! I-it felt amazing! Soft and warm and… so…”
“…I’m glad. Then I can keep going?”
“W-wait!”
Afraid he’d lower his head again, I quickly grabbed him.
I’d been worried he might just force his way in without warning, but thankfully, Taehwan only lifted his head and quietly looked up at me.
Those clear brown eyes reflected me like clean glass.
His face was so guilelessly innocent, as if asking, ‘Why are you holding me back?’—like he truly had no idea why.
For a moment, my words caught in my throat.
But when my eyes fell on his saliva-slick lips, my heart gave a heavy thud, and I steeled myself to say it clearly.
“Uh… I-I don’t think doing it with your mouth is… right.”
“Why not?”
“Why not? It’s… dirty…”
“It’s fine. It’s yours anyway.”
“……”
Thud.
It was like something huge and heavy had dropped inside my head.
His tone was so matter-of-fact, yet the words dripped with affection for me.
The way he said it, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, made my chest suddenly feel hot.
Could it be… when they say you do “dirtier things” with someone you love, they mean this?
Honestly, I’d never imagined putting my mouth on the place where waste comes out.
Even kissing wasn’t just lips touching—it involved tongues—so maybe this was an extension of that?
‘Love…’
Well, Taehwan must really love me.
He’s stayed with me this long, played with me, taken care of me, and endured all sorts of messy things in the process.
I knew his care for me was bigger than anyone’s.
Still… wasn’t this a bit different from that kind of love?
Was it really okay for friends to go this far?
‘I mean… animals do it, right?’
I remembered reading about how mother cats lick their kittens’ genitals to help them pee and poop when they can’t do it themselves.
Was this… similar? Some kind of caretaking?
I still wasn’t very good at doing things alone, but even so… No. My head spun.
Meanwhile, Taehwan kept eyeing my thing and licking his lips.
He wasn’t usually greedy about food despite eating a lot—so why was he looking at me, no… looking at my crotch, like that?
Was that “I want to eat you up” line at the indoor camping trip… actually this?
Not a joke?
“Jehee. I’d like an answer soon. Should I stop, or keep going?”
I’d been desperately trying to wrap my head around the situation, but Taehwan seemed impatient.
The best choice would be to say no…
But the look in his eyes—so desperate, so earnest—stole the words right out of my mouth.
They were the eyes of a dog about to be abandoned by its owner.
The kind that made you question your own humanity if you said no.
“Uh… w-wait, so… you’re really okay with this?”
“Yeah.”
“Can’t you just use your hand instead?”
“Since I started with my mouth, I’d like to finish that way.”
“…Ugh.”
“If you really prefer my hand, I’ll do that instead.”
That uncharacteristic, sulky expression hit me right in the conscience.
In the end, I couldn’t help but press down on his shoulder just as he was about to get up.
“W-wait. Let me… think about it.”
“Mm.”
The moment I saw him quietly wait again, my vision went hazy.
What do I do?
What do I do, what do I do, what do I do.
My mind was a tangled mess of colors and textures, thoughts refusing to smooth out.
All I could do was open and close my lips uselessly.
I didn’t want to give my dearest friend something “dirty,” but he wanted it… and if I had to pick between “I dislike it” and “I like it”… well… I guess I did like it.
I liked the feel of Taehwan’s strong hand stroking me, but when it was in his mouth… it was different.
His lips were plump yet soft, and every little nibble sent tingles racing to my toes, my breath quickening.
The warmth of his hand was enough to heat me up, but his mouth was especially hot, slick, and snug all around me.
The wetness from his saliva was nothing like lotion—it was better.
His tongue was hotter, softer, and completely unlike his firm hand…
I swallowed without thinking.
I knew I shouldn’t, but I was curious. I wanted more.
‘Well… Taehwan wants to do it too…’
Maybe it only felt strange to me because it was my first time.
Taehwan was doing it so naturally—maybe it wasn’t that weird after all.
I hesitated, then found a middle ground.
“Th-then… finish it with your mouth. But… I’ll do it for you later, too.”
“You won’t be able to.”
“Why not? I can!”
“Alright then. But even if you decide later not to, that’s fine. So… I can start again now?”
“S-start…”
Could he be any more casual saying something like that?
Sure, Taehwan had always been the straightforward type, saying what he wanted without much concern for how others might take it… but to say that so bluntly in this kind of situation—
My heart gave a hard shake, but my mind was already made up.
If we were going to do it, there was no point making him wait.
I steeled myself and nodded, and Taehwan, without hesitation, opened his mouth wide and swallowed me again.
“Ahh—hnn…”
My chin tipped upward instinctively.
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