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Instead of being on the bed or in a chair, Siwoo was kneeling on the floor in the middle of the room.
Raon blinked in confusion at the sight.
Why the hell is he sitting there like that?
Raon stared, frozen in place.
Siwoo scrambled up, clearly flustered.
His face flushed red.
“I… I wasn’t sure where I should be, so…”
“…”
Now even his body was turning bright red.
Just out of the shower, he wore only a long bathrobe, which did little to hide his pale, bare form.
Raon couldn’t help but glance down, scanning Siwoo’s body.
He’d never really noticed under all those uniforms and combat gear, but the guy had a great build.
Snow-white skin, lean and toned muscles.
Raon used to think Siwoo was on the slimmer side compared to other espers, but now that he was stripped down… not so much.
“Hyung?”
“Ah.”
Snapping out of it, Raon met Siwoo’s eyes.
His gaze had wandered down to Siwoo’s solid thighs.
“Why are you so tense? You’re making me feel awkward too.”
“S-Sorry…”
“No, it’s not something you need to apologize for.”
Raon chuckled softly and stepped closer.
‘What am I going to do with this shy mess?’
Maybe insertion guiding really was too early.
“Hey, Hyung.”
“What is it?”
“I’ve been thinking…”
“About what?”
Maybe Siwoo was having second thoughts.
Raon tilted his head, waiting patiently, expecting him to say he wasn’t ready.
If that were the case, Raon wouldn’t push.
But what Siwoo said was beyond anything Raon had imagined.
“I heard from a friend… that during insertion guiding, it’s not always the guide who’s on the receiving end. Sometimes it’s the esper, because it’s hard for them to control their strength otherwise…”
“…”
“So, I thought… maybe I could be the one… on that side…”
Siwoo mumbled, face beet-red, avoiding Raon’s gaze. Raon was momentarily speechless.
Typically, because espers tended to be bigger than guides, when they were the same gender, the guide naturally took the receiving role during insertion guiding.
Raon had always assumed that role himself.
But lately, there’d been talk among younger ability users about shedding that expectation.
Some espers even offered to switch roles to protect their guides, especially when worried about hurting them.
Still, Raon didn’t want to burden young, earnest Siwoo with such a heavy role.
They were already crossing a line—it felt wrong to ask even more of him.
Yet the fact that Siwoo cared this much made Raon feel… touched.
Warm, even.
He smiled, stepping closer.
“Thanks for thinking of me.”
“Then—”
“But here’s the thing, Siwoo.”
“Huh?”
Raon pressed close to Siwoo, closing the distance.
As Siwoo stumbled backward in surprise, Raon stayed close, gently guiding him until his legs hit the bed and he fell back.
“Ugh—”
“I already got myself ready for you to be inside me, so… we’re using this room today, okay?”
“…!”
Straddling him with a sly grin, Raon took Siwoo’s hand and guided it beneath the bathrobe, down to his already-prepared entrance.
While showering, he’d taken the time to relax himself thoroughly.
Siwoo’s face turned an even deeper red when he felt how soft and warm it was.
“I mean, I worked hard getting ready… Wouldn’t it be a waste not to use it?”
“…”
Siwoo was completely dazed, unable to even respond to Raon’s question.
It seemed the intensity of his first experience had overwhelmed him.
Raon grinned faintly before lowering his head.
“Mmm.”
“Ngh…”
Cupping Siwoo’s chin with one hand, Raon pressed their lips together.
Their previous mucosal guidance had been just that—guidance, nothing more.
But now, it was far more intoxicating.
When Raon slid his tongue deep into Siwoo’s mouth, grazing the roof, Siwoo’s large body shuddered violently.
“Nngh, hyung.”
“Haah…”
Raon pulled away briefly, exhaling a heated breath.
They hadn’t even done anything beyond kissing, yet his body was already burning up.
Who was it that asked how I could possibly mix bodies with a kid?
Raon scoffed inwardly as he slipped off the robe draped around Siwoo’s body.
Beneath it lay firm, sculpted muscles and pale, flawless skin.
“It’s okay, Siwoo. Hyung will take care of everything.”
“Ah…”
“Just stay still.”
Raon whispered the words as his hand trailed down Siwoo’s chest.
Even the lightest touch of his fingers made Siwoo tremble as if electrified.
Admiring the silk-like smoothness of his skin, Raon continued his exploration.
His skin is so fair and flawless—truly a born beauty.
Raon wondered if Siwoo’s water-based abilities were the reason for this translucent, milky complexion.
The thought was fleeting as he buried his face against Siwoo’s neck.
Touching him only made Raon want to taste him more.
“Ngh…”
He parted his lips and sucked at the delicate skin.
Siwoo always carried a refreshing scent—cool and calm, like water.
Maybe it was because he’d just showered, but his skin felt even more supple and moist.
Raon lavished attention on Siwoo’s neck and shoulders, leaving faint red marks with each kiss.
Watching the sensitive skin bloom under his touch, Raon smirked in satisfaction.
“Haah, hyung.”
“Hm?”
Raon had been engrossed in marking Siwoo’s body when Siwoo called out to him with a shaky breath.
Lifting his head, Raon met Siwoo’s gaze, his own face flushed.
“I… I want to do it too.”
“Mmm.”
Siwoo’s dark eyes burned with desire.
Seeing him so worked up, Raon nodded casually.
“Sure, go ahead.”
“Okay.”
With Raon’s permission, Siwoo eagerly sat up and, mimicking Raon’s earlier actions, buried his face near Raon’s collarbone, inhaling deeply.
Raon felt a twinge of embarrassment.
Well, we just showered, so at least I don’t smell weird.
He gently stroked Siwoo’s hair.
“Ngh…”
But Siwoo wasn’t content with just licking and sucking.
Overexcited, he nipped at Raon’s skin with his teeth, sending sharp jolts of pain.
Come to think of it, last time he lost control, he bit my nape to shreds.
‘I didn’t realize it was a habit.’
Raon bit back a groan, arching slightly.
Even without looking, he knew his neck and collarbone were a mess now.
Frowning, he grabbed Siwoo’s hair and tugged.
“Haah, that’s enough.”
“Ah…”
Siwoo’s eyes were even glassier than before.
Raon’s lips curled up. Looks like it’s time to move to the next step.
His gaze drifted downward.
“Mmm.”
Unlike Raon, who was only half-undressed, Siwoo was completely exposed below the waist.
His erection stood firm, thick and fully hardened.
The sight alone left Raon speechless.
How can someone with such a pretty face have something like this?
It was far more intimidating than he’d imagined.
Raon had prepared himself carefully in the shower, but now he doubted whether it would be enough.
‘Should I call it off now?’
Hesitating, Raon cautiously wrapped his hand around Siwoo’s length, conflicted.
“Ah—hyung.”
“……”
But seeing Siwoo’s feverish, eager expression, Raon couldn’t bring himself to stop.
With a resigned sigh, he moved his hand.
Fine, let’s try. It’s not like I’ll die. People don’t die from this.
Repeating the thought to himself, he reached for the prepared gel.
The insertion kit came with more than just lube, but Raon ignored the extras, generously coating both Siwoo’s length and himself.
Then, positioning his hips, he let the tip press against his entrance.
Now, if I just lower myself…
Taking a deep breath, Raon gripped Siwoo’s shaft with one hand and slowly sank down.
The thick head stretched him open, the sensation vivid and overwhelming.
“Hah—!”
“H-Hyung, are you okay?”
Siwoo hugged Raon’s waist, voice laced with concern.
But Raon was in no state to answer.
“Ah—! Ngh…!”
It was harder than he’d expected.
Just taking the tip made him feel like gagging.
Accepting a man’s length inside was far more daunting than he’d prepared for.
But there was no turning back now.
Gritting his teeth, Raon forced himself to endure.
Beads of sweat dotted his forehead.
“Ngh… I’m… fine…”
Just as he managed to speak, something felt off.
Raon lifted his head in confusion—then startled at the sight before him.
“Are you… crying?”
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