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“Ugh, ugh…!”
As I gagged and struggled, my throat convulsing in distress, Lee Dohoon soothed me by gently rubbing the inside with his tongue.
The physiological discomfort made my eyes well up with tears.
Through my blurred vision, I looked at Lee Dohoon, and that was when I felt a heat pooling in my lower body.
When I glanced down, I saw his grotesquely swollen cock bobbing just above my entrance.
Saliva pooled in my mouth at the sheer size, even larger than usual.
I couldn’t help but anticipate just how roughly that massive length would pound into my hole.
But Lee Dohoon, oblivious to my excitement, was too busy sucking up the saliva that had gathered in my mouth.
“Mmph… mmph.”
He rubbed his member against my lower body.
The precum seeping from the tip smeared messily around the entrance, leaving behind a sticky sensation.
Just as I was thinking that, despite his arousal, he was being surprisingly patient—
Squelch!
A thunderous sound, loud enough to make me think my flesh had torn, rang out as his length drove in all at once, pushing deep into my rectum.
“……!”
It felt as if all the organs in my stomach had been pummeled.
My eyes widened at the overwhelming pressure and pain—so intense that I might have believed someone had punched me in the gut.
A burning sensation even flared in a place that should never have felt like it was being torn.
For a moment, I had the absurd thought—can Espers control the size of their dicks too?
I had just seen with my own eyes that he was harder than usual, but now that it was actually pushing in, the pain was no joke.
“Wow, crazy. Seriously… ha…”
It wasn’t quite the size of two stacked together, but it was close enough to make his mind go blank.
The pain was already morphing into pleasure, and a wave of arousal was surging through his entire body.
My erection had been standing stiff for a while now.
I could even feel the wetness seeping from the tip, dripping down.
It must have been noticeable, as the area near my stomach was growing damp.
Lee Dohoon, who had been sucking on my tongue, suddenly halted.
Lifting his head, he dropped his gaze, staring at my rigid cock.
It was an undeniable sight—anyone could tell just how aroused I was.
How would Lee Dohoon react?
It was the moment when I was observing Lee Dohoon, carefully hiding my true feelings.
Smack, smack!
The cock, which had been buried deep inside my colon, slid out completely—only to thrust back in right away.
And it didn’t stop, pounding into me again and again at a relentless pace.
“Ahh, ah, agh!”
My lips parted wide as pain surged through me, pressing in relentlessly.
The thick, burning shaft, harder than usual as if forged from stone, pounded against the depths of my colon.
It drove in and out so fast that my insides trembled from the force.
My vision kept blacking out and returning, over and over, as though my very guts were being twisted apart.
A pillar of fire seemed to mercilessly sear and scorch my insides.
The heat surging through my entire body blurred my consciousness.
I couldn’t tell whether I was screaming or moaning.
I was just gasping desperately, lost in a frenzy, like an animal in the throes of mating.
‘…Haa, it feels good. So good.’
My head was filled with nothing but the thought of how good this felt.
Even as the esper’s energy swelled to a destructive degree and poured over me, I could only welcome it with unrestrained delight.
The sheer force of Lee Dohoon’s presence was enough to make every hair on my body stand on end, yet to me, it felt so intoxicatingly good that I couldn’t help but press closer, like a beast rubbing against something irresistible.
And a beast like that deserves a reward.
A surge of guiding energy erupted explosively from my body, heightened by the overwhelming pleasure coursing through me.
Reacting instinctively to the Esper energy, the guiding energy flowed out on its own, but I pushed it further, amplifying its intensity at will.
As I unleashed the guiding energy like a waterfall, Lee Dohoon suddenly stopped breathing, as if he had been caught in the eye of a storm.
“…Haa—”
He gasped, mouth slightly open, looking down at me in shock.
His widened gray pupils swirled with a chaotic mix of hatred and ecstasy.
It was a breathtaking sight.
To see an Esper, a being more feral than any beast, ultimately rendered powerless before a Guide.
Right now, the ecstasy was so overwhelming that it swallowed even the hatred.
But Lee Dohoon wouldn’t realize that.
He was probably too busy blaming me—blaming the way I was pouring out guiding energy like a madman—while ignoring his own emotions.
‘But that won’t get him anywhere.’
Whether his hatred and resentment for me grew or faded, it made no difference to me.
All I wanted was for his emotions—whatever they were—to deepen, to swell until they became something inescapable.
I wanted to be a shackle to him.
To all of them.
So they would never be able to let me go.
‘Maybe the reason I was never fully satisfied in reality…’
Maybe it was because, in the end, no matter how much I indulged my desires through another person, that was all it ever amounted to.
What meaning was there in picking a partner based on preference and satisfying lust with them?
It always ended the same way.
‘I got sick of maintaining meaningless relationships.’
Every man who had ever tasted my body in reality had wanted to hold onto me, to continue whatever we had.
But I never settled for just one.
I flitted from one encounter to the next, never seeing the need to tether myself to a single partner.
What could I expect from people who only wanted to keep me around because they liked the way my body felt?
I knew it all too well—right now, they clung to me because I was young and beautiful.
But when I aged, they would discard me without a second thought and move on to someone else.
I never wanted to hold onto such a fragile thread in the first place.
‘That’s why, at some point, no matter what I did, I couldn’t feel satisfied.’
And I only truly realized that after possessing this body.
Only now.
“…What am I supposed to do when I’m going crazy because I like it so much, huh?”
Lee Dohoon, still gasping for breath, forced a smirk and wiped at the corner of his eye as if none of this was affecting him.
“Our Yeonwoo is guiding me like this for my sake. I should repay the favor, don’t you think?”
If he were a low-tier Esper, he wouldn’t even have been able to open his mouth in this situation.
Still, the way he tried to pretend otherwise just because he was a high-tier Esper was both amusing and somewhat endearing.
“I don’t need… Ugh, you son of a b—…! Aagh!”
Lee Dohoon pinned me down completely, crushing any resistance, as he moved his hips violently.
Thud, thud—sharp, relentless sounds echoed in succession.
His tip slammed against my inner walls, pounding hard as if trying to pierce through my insides all the way to my gut.
“Hhk, ngh, ah… hhic, ahh!”
A mix of dry heaves and moans spilled out at once.
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