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Kim Chanyi bent down and grabbed my chin firmly, then kissed me.
I naturally opened my mouth.
His tongue slid inside smoothly.
What happened next?
After mixing our tongues for a long time, I think he suddenly lifted me onto the dining table.
He took off my pants and kneeled in front of me.
I grabbed his head.
Kim Chanyi took my penis into his mouth.
“Ah, ah…”
My moans grew louder.
I bit my right hand tightly.
Seeing my moans quiet down, Kim Chanyi looked up at me.
He grabbed my right hand forcefully and mumbled with my penis half in his mouth.
“Don’t bite.”
His breath touched my penis.
My toes curled under the table.
When Kim Chanyi licked my penis, I wanted to cry.
He always performed fellatio with care. I never returned the favor.
When the tingling sensation continued for a long time, my pelvis started to ache.
“Stop it. Ah, stop it!”
The urge to ejaculate surged.
I urgently grabbed his hair.
Kim Chanyi didn’t seem to have any intention of backing off.
This time, I punched his shoulder.
His shoulder was as hard as iron, my thin fists had no effect.
In the end, I ejaculated into his warm, wet mouth.
My body trembled.
“I told you to stop…”
Kim Chanyi slowly stood up and looked at me.
He had a nonchalant expression.
I felt so embarrassed my nose tingled.
I felt like I was going to cry.
As my face twisted, Kim Chanyi looked flustered.
He handed me a bunch of tissues.
“Spit it out.”
“…I already swallowed.”
“Bastard.”
“Sorry. Are you mad?”
Kim Chanyi watched my expression with gentle eyes.
It wasn’t anger, but embarrassment.
I didn’t have the energy to explain these feelings to him.
Sometimes, Kim Chanyi stubbornly insisted on odd things.
Like when he persistently pressed down on my glans.
My face flushed as I got up from the table and pulled up my half-lowered pants.
I wanted to wash my sticky penis quickly.
As I strode away, Kim Chanyi hurriedly followed me.
“Hyunoh, are you mad?”
“Don’t talk to me.”
“I’m sorry. But why are you mad? Because I swallowed your semen?”
I stopped abruptly, trembling with my shoulders.
The blood rush to my head was painful.
When I glared at him, Kim Chanyi flinched.
“Don’t ever do that again.”
“Did you really hate it?”
If you asked if I hated the sensation of my semen pouring into Kim Chanyi’s throat, the answer would be no.
I was more annoyed because it felt good.
Have I become a pervert because I’ve been with Kim Chanyi?
“Hyunoh, your face is red.”
“…”
“So you didn’t hate it.”
Leaving the calmly delighted Kim Chanyi behind, I went into the bathroom.
As I scrubbed my body, I made a resolve.
See if I do this with him again.
And a few hours later…
“Hyunoh…”
I was about to leave for my part-time job, and somehow, I was entangled with Kim Chanyi again at the front door.
My resolve from a while ago seemed meaningless.
Kim Chanyi grabbed me and attacked like a beast.
He bit my lips with his canines and caressed my spine with his palm.
I felt like I was going to get an erection.
Grasping his shoulders, I pleaded.
“Just a kiss.”
With his lips still half-pressed to mine, he whispered.
“Hmm?”
My head felt dizzy. His tongue lightly touched my lips.
“Just kiss, just kiss…”
“Got it.”
He laughed softly and kissed me deeply again.
But his leg, which was wedged between my thighs, didn’t move.
The back of my head touched the front door.
I heard sounds from the hallway.
Someone from the neighboring apartment seemed to have come out.
Footsteps echoed.
We were doing something indecent, separated by just a door from someone outside.
Unless we’re crazy.
This is what happened until this afternoon.
Remembering it made my face flush.
I shook my head hard and started walking back home.
It didn’t take long to reach my destination.
As soon as I opened the front door, Kim Chanyi greeted me with a clear face.
“You’re back?”
“Yeah.”
Suddenly, my throat felt tight.
“Want a snack?”
“Sure…”
How long will this madness last?
Will it cool down when summer ends completely?
When I leave this house, will everything be as if it never happened?
What kind of relationship do I and Kim Chanyi have now?
Questions that no one asked piled up between us.
It seems like knowing the answers would bring a significant change.
I don’t know what that change would be, though.
Change is scary.
The original gets ruined as it’s replaced by the new.
I don’t want to break the current state.
So I’ll avoid it as much as possible.
Anyway, I’ve always lived cowardly.
“Hyunoh, wait a moment.”
Kim Chanyi smiled at me.
But seeing that lovely smile made me feel guilty.
I shouldn’t be acting like this.
Trying not to give or lose anything while indulging in his sweetness.
Is Kim Chanyi really okay with someone like me…?
I sat in front of the table with a complicated expression.
Kim Chanyi peeled some fruit for me.
I munched on mango and glanced at him.
“What did you do alone at home?”
“Played games.”
“Must be nice.”
“In the afternoon, I tutored the boss’s child in math. And then waited for you.”
He smiled radiantly.
I could only describe it as radiant.
I felt like the mango was stuck in my throat.
Bowing my head, I avoided his gaze.
I tried to focus solely on eating the mango.
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