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“Also, there are more days when you are out than when you are at home. Of course, you are busy doing business, but you just neglected your family in general.”
“….”
“You said a lot of harsh things to Izak. Well… like it doesn’t matter to you or to him, things like that.”
“….”
“And…”
“Stop, stop.”
“What? You told me to tell you everything.”
“Oh, no.”
Estella hurriedly blocked the nanny’s mouth. Estella had a headache so she tilted her head as if to signify she could not tolerate any longer.
“Did I do something like that?”
“…yes.”
“Why on earth?”
The nanny shrugged instead of answering. Estella held her forehead tightly. She didn’t understand. No matter how much she thought about it, she eventually pulled her blond hair apart as if tearing it apart.
‘Did I really do that? Me? Me?!’
‘Why?!’
Her head was now full of questions.
“I’ve been having an affair?”
“I’m not sure, just…the circumstances pointed you to do so”
“I left Izak alone and I went out of my way?! Me? Did I date another man over that handsome Izak?! That’s what I have been doing?!”
Estella’s eyes are popping out.
“I wasn’t interested in those cute kids? Those chubby, fluffy, little, cute kids?”
“….”
The nanny nodded quietly.
“Oh, my God, I sure was crazy!”
The nanny nodded silently again.
“I was such a piece of crap?” Estella asked again because she couldn’t admit that she did it.
“Oh, you are worse than a piece of crap actually.”
The nanny, who was trying to answer Estella’s question, quickly closed her mouth and looked at Estella.
“Is that what nanny thought of? But why didn’t you stop me?”
“That’s it… I’ve talked to you, but you said you’d take care of it.”
The nanny had other reasons, but she didn’t say why.
It was because she knew well that it was not a problem that she could meddle with.
“Has Izak told me anything about it yet?”
‘I don’t know why Izak can’t tell me about the incident that caused all the problems.’
‘Does he still have resentments for me? If he hides it, the relationship could get better. Of course, only on the premise that I can’t really remember the past….’
The nanny is only an onlooker thus she did not dare to intervene, so she answered the best possible answer for what Estella asked.
“…did I do that? Oh, my God. Oh, my God, how did I become so crazy?”
Estella stretched and pulled her hair like she was blaming herself.
The nanny stopped Estella’s hand, saying that her hair would fall out. Now she was about to slap herself in the face because she didn’t want to pull her hair.
The nanny quickly grabbed Estella’s hand and said.
“Princess, don’t be so hard on yourself. Just get closer to him from now on.”
“Huh…? You mean… even now.”
“You have to tell Izak how you feel. Words or in letters.”
“Does that make sense? I had an affair.”
“That’s what the princess of the past did.”
“Then let’s catch all the other men and let them tell the truth.”
“In front of Mr. Izak?”
“No… just in front of me.”
“If the affair really did happen….”
“…then I’m a real trash and a beast.”
Estella’s pupils shook badly.
Obviously, a few days ago, she thought it was a piece of cake to change Izak’s mind, but no. Her atrocities were more horrible than she thought.
This made Estella unable to trust her future and past self. Estella began to feel uneasy about the men and the fact that she had committed a real affair.
If the extramarital affair is really true…
“I’m really guilty to death.”
Frustrated Estella eventually buried her face on the sofa and began to cry.
“Oh, what should I do? We can’t let Izak leave like this. But if everything I’ve done is true, I think it’s right to let him go… Wuwuwu!”
“Don’t blame yourself. Couples from different families are also not harmonious. Everybody’s got a problem. Izak has been waiting for the princess. Now you can repay his love. “
“…but there’s no way I could still fix our marriage. We are now in the middle of a divorce.”
“What do you mean, princess? Please show me your Pride.”
“Now is not the time to be prideful… Nanny…He told me that I wanted a divorce first. He looked so tired of me… If I was in his shoes I would do the same. Just be honest with me. My husband already notified you about the divorce, right? What do you think?”
“….”
As Estella looked at her gently, the nanny felt sorry for her, so she quickly changes the subject.
“Oh, Young Master Ruth is crying. Master. This nanny is coming~~~”
“I can’t hear him crying.”
“Well, I will now go….”
“Nanny!”
“Oh, why don’t you meet the Chess family?”
“Do they know a solution?”
“No, but the Chess couple miraculously reunited after their divorce period!”
“…Really?”
When Estella showed interest, the nanny nodded quickly.
“Yes, the Countess and the Count Chess… Her husband was a real dog. But at some point, he changed. Why don’t you talk to Countess Chess first? For what reason did you forgive him?”
“Was Count Chess as much of a shit as I was?”
“Of course!”
The nanny seemed to say “Cheer up,” but it sounded like “He is just as bad as you are, Estella.”
Estella nodded, feeling a little sullen. She needed to see the Chess family.
“Oh, and my princess. Why don’t you join him on his bed from today?”
“Huh? On his bed?”
Estella’s pupils shook violently again.
Come to think of it, Estella has been using the room alone.
Even though Estella, a 19-year-old pure, knew that the couple should be sleeping together but she never thought she would be in that situation now.
“Yes, the princess has left the room, so she’ll just have to go back.”
“Sleeping… Sleeping… That’s a good idea. I need to get closer to my Husband. Right?
“I don’t think Izak will touch you or anything, though.”
“Nanny, think that way? If we just use one bed, we’ll face each other. Even if we don’t want to see each other we can talk to each other naturally. Yeah, let’s move all my stuff in his room today.”
“You need to inform Mr. Izak.”
“I’ll tell him myself.”
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