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“Je… Jehee. Jehee. It’s good. So, hoo, so good.”
Unlike me, who couldn’t even properly moan from the pain of my throat being stretched wide, the voice flowing from Taehwan’s slightly parted lips sounded half-ecstatic, as if he’d fallen into a state of bliss.
Unlike his hands, which felt impatient, Taehwan seemed to be somewhat considerate of my breathing, as the speed at which he moved my head wasn’t extremely fast.
But that didn’t mean it wasn’t painful.
My already blurry vision flashed with monochrome spots every time Taehwan scraped down my throat.
Again, with a gulp, tears welled up along with the urge to cry.
As my mind drifted far away, the reason I didn’t stop his actions was because I remembered Taehwan doing something similar when he stimulated me.
It wasn’t enough for him to just hold me; he always shook and stimulated me.
So it wasn’t just about putting it in.
Taehwan had even described it as ‘stabbing my throat’.
My thinking had been too simplistic.
I realized it was a more overwhelming act than I’d anticipated, but I didn’t want him to stop.
On the contrary, I relaxed my body, letting myself be entrusted to his hands so Taehwan could enjoy himself instinctively, and a sticky, lewd sensation spread through my mouth.
“Uung. Hhuung.”
Was he going to come inside me soon?
Was he enjoying himself?
I wanted to receive the result quickly.
Anticipation made my hips feel light, and I let out a strange nasal sound, which seemed to become a stimulus for Taehwan.
“Jehee, ah. Hoo. Just a little more… Just a little.”
Instead of grabbing and shaking my head as before, he sat up, held my head firmly with both hands, and began to move his slender waist.
The speed at which he stabbed, puk, puk, into my throat became incomparably faster than before.
Shaken incessantly by the movement of his hips, my gaze remained fixed on one spot.
Because of Taehwan’s unusually long legs, my position was naturally higher, forcing me to look up.
His bathrobe seemed to have slipped away, revealing Taehwan’s beautiful naked form.
Is this what a Greek god would look like incarnate?
From the silhouette of his broad shoulders and narrow waist down to the details of his muscular definition, it was no exaggeration to say it perfectly embodied the beauty of a man’s body.
And… even in the deep shadow, the vividly clear, crimson desire contained in the two pupils looking down at me.
“Ah.”
The moment our eyes met, even if briefly, it was as if that heat transferred to me; my body flushed hot.
I wanted to respond to Taehwan’s desire even more.
I opened my throat wide, willingly accepting him, but it felt like something was lacking.
Unable to bear the rising heat, I brought my knees together, gripped Taehwan’s thighs, and scratched them fiercely with my nails.
I wasn’t controlling my strength, so it must have hurt, but Taehwan showed no reaction to whatever I did, focusing solely on stabbing into my mouth and throat.
“Hueok. Hheu.”
And then, finally, he erupted deep inside me.
Almost simultaneously with the sound of Taehwan’s suppressed moan bursting forth, gulp, gulp, hot fluid poured out from deep in my throat, and a pungent smell rose up.
I knew without having to confirm it—this was the smell of semen.
Drool dripped from between my lips buried in his groin.
My throat was already brutalized, and the semen was even more revolting than I’d imagined, making me want to gag again.
So this is what Taehwan caught with his hand and even ate?
I found myself marveling anew at Taehwan’s strong stomach.
Had seeing my dirty side for so long made that possible?
It’s tough, but since Taehwan did it for me, I should do it too.
I tried to keep him deep in my throat until he finished, intending to swallow it all.
“Uuk. Uk.”
But then something unexpected happened.
Taehwan suddenly slid himself out of me.
Even though he hadn’t finished coming.
I’d naturally assumed he’d stay inside until he was done, so I was completely off guard.
I desperately grabbed his thighs, trying to hold on, but Taehwan was faster.
At the very last moment, as he was about to completely leave my mouth, I used both hands to hold onto the base, managing at least to keep the head in my mouth.
“Ngh, you, what are you…!”
A rough breath burst from a flustered Taehwan.
But this was the one thing I couldn’t yield on.
Pursing my lips, holding on, I looked up at him with determination, as if to say, “What am I doing? I’m going to have my share too.”
Taehwan’s dark eyebrows furrowed.
His expression seemed to lament how stubborn I was.
“Haa… Hht.”
But that didn’t last long.
His breath hitched for a moment, as if he was trying to hold back his ejaculation, but when I lightly swept my tongue over him, he finally released everything with a gush.
The spilled semen drenched my tongue and uvula.
Only after licking up the very last drop with the tip of my tongue did I make a soft chup sound and release him from my mouth.
However… it was strange.
Even though he’d clearly ejaculated, Taehwan’s member hadn’t shrunk.
It was still grotesquely large, hard, and hot.
‘…Did not all of it come out?’
His size was as extraordinary as the rest of him, and Taehwan had come an enormous amount.
Even though half of it had already gone down my throat, so much had pooled in my mouth that some of it overflowed and trickled out.
It was thick, sticky, and the smell was strong.
But even that wasn’t enough for him?
My heart sank with a heavy thud.
The satisfaction of having made him come didn’t take long to turn into frustration.
I grew anxious, wanting to pull him out now.
But there was a problem.
I needed to swallow the semen in my mouth before I could suck Taehwan off again, but at that moment, the pungent smell permeating my nose was so offensive that I wasn’t prepared to bring myself to swallow it easily.
“……Hmm?”
I was steeling myself, taking a deep breath, when a hand cupped my cheek and pulled.
It was Taehwan. He had bent down and was now looking at me from extremely close up.
Surely he didn’t expect me to spit it out?
I hurriedly tried to swallow, but the amount was considerable, and one gulp wasn’t enough.
Meanwhile, Taehwan’s thick finger slipped between my lips, forcing my mouth open.
All I could do was tilt my head back to keep the pooled liquid from spilling out.
“W-wait, Taehwan… Mph, mm.”
But then, Taehwan pressed his lips against mine.
In an instant, our lips met and our tongues tangled.
I was so shocked I froze, unable to even breathe, and before I knew it, the angle of my head had changed, and the contents of my mouth were flowing into Taehwan’s.
“Hng. Mmm.”
Belatedly coming to my senses, I tried to swallow what was left, but the unfamiliar flesh invading my mouth wouldn’t allow it.
It probed deep inside, seeming to pin me down so I couldn’t move a muscle, and then…
Gulp.
He went ahead and swallowed it.
“Ah.”
I was supposed to finish it.
I needed to.
But Taehwan had taken it from me.
I should have swallowed it right away.
But there was no time to feel frustrated.
My mouth had fallen open in stunned dismay, and the invader slipped inside again, licking my tongue over and over, sweeping through every corner of my mouth.
“Hahp, uhp. Mnh.”
I wanted to push him away, to tell him to stop, but no strength came to my hands.
This wasn’t the first time I’d had my lips pressed against someone else’s or accepted a tongue, but it wasn’t familiar either.
This was only the second time.
And strictly speaking, it was different from when I’d done it with ‘the man in the Gray Coat’.
Not just because we’d ended up sharing his cum, but because of the wet sounds our lips and tongues made with every friction.
He should be the most familiar person in the world to me, yet now, with his lips on mine, his breath, his heartbeat, his body heat—all of it felt strangely unfamiliar.
So much so that… an unfamiliar emotion seemed to bloom and take control of me.
No, more than that, I couldn’t understand why Taehwan and I were doing this in the first place.
If it’s an act of pressing lips and mingling tongues, then it’s a ki…
“All cleaned up.”
Just before I could grasp the word, Taehwan pulled his lips away from mine.
My mind went blank at his words, delivered with a smirk from lips glistening with saliva of uncertain ownership.
“Cleaned… up?”
Ah. So it wasn’t a kiss?
Well, I guess friends don’t normally kiss.
I wasn’t quite sure how what we just did was different from a kiss, though.
Taehwan wiped the corner of my mouth with his thumb as I stared dumbfounded at his face.
“Don’t eat dirty things alone. If you’re going to eat, eat it with me.”
Even though everything we had just done was unfamiliar, hearing the word ‘together’ made it somehow make sense.
We’d done so many things ‘together’ all our lives.
Whenever I shared my food or drink with him, Taehwan would gladly put it in his mouth, even if it was something he didn’t like.
So… was that it?
I still didn’t really get why we had to share semen, of all things, and even go so far as to press our lips together to do it… but Taehwan’s face was still too close.
All my nerves were focused on his lips, and my brain wasn’t working properly.
As I remained frozen, unable to speak, Taehwan’s face approached mine again.
He licked away the semen splattered at the corner of my mouth, the tears that had streamed down, the saliva that had seeped from the corners of my mouth and chin before I could swallow it.
It was as if I were being showered with affection by a large dog that had come home late to find me waiting anxiously; soon my face was damp.
Smack.
Finally, as if to say ‘good job,’ his lips touched my forehead and then left.
But… why was that?
Even though Taehwan had finished his strange actions and pulled away, even though the situation was utterly confusing… instead of feeling relieved that it was over, I felt… regret.
It wasn’t enough.
An unbearable thirst burned within me.
I was parched.
No, perhaps it was a craving.
Without realizing it, I reached out towards Taehwan as he moved away and grabbed the hem of his shirt.
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