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The moment I lightly nipped the glans, flicked my tongue, and gently swept the underside, I got a reaction.
As he startled and tried to arch his back away, I quickly followed, capturing him with my lips.
“Mmph, Jehee.”
I could feel the muscles in Taehwan’s thigh, which he used to hold me and prevent my escape, tense and bulge.
It made his already beautiful body exude even more masculinity.
I was curious about what expression, what face, my friend was making right now, but unfortunately, this wasn’t the time for such leisure.
I properly took Taehwan into my mouth, and it immediately felt full.
I pushed him in as far as I could, until my cheeks bulged, and clumsily moved my tongue, trying to stimulate him.
Once he was in my mouth, I understood.
He really had gotten bigger.
It felt tighter than when I’d gauged his size with my hand.
Would the corners of my mouth tear at this rate?
But I decided not to be needlessly scared.
I’m an S-rank, so I’ll be fine.
I might be the only person who can fit such a large Taehwan in my mouth.
I should feel proud.
Taehwan’s scent…
It’s a scent I like.
Taehwan is very thorough about washing, so his natural skin scent isn’t usually noticeable, but was it my imagination, or was it wafting strongly today?
It felt a bit more lewd too.
While smelling this scent, I felt like I could take him even deeper.
As if entranced, I opened my mouth wide and relaxed my throat.
To swallow all of Taehwan beyond it.
I tried to position him with my tongue and push him deep inside, but my head wouldn’t move.
It was because Taehwan’s large hand had grabbed hold of me.
“Jehee, no. Don’t.”
“Mmh?”
When I just looked up at him with my eyes, asking why, Taehwan, whose face was so red he could barely keep his eyes open, spoke as if on the verge of tears.
“Shoving it all the way down your throat… that was a joke to scare you. Don’t. You don’t have to. Just use your mouth. It’s my fault.”
The hand lightly gripping my head was trembling, so I couldn’t just push forward stubbornly.
To speak, I had to let go of his penis with a wet, sticky sound, now glossy with saliva.
The inside of my mouth, which had been full, felt empty all of a sudden.
Feeling regretful, I stuck out my tongue and tickled the tip, making Taehwan gasp again.
“You, really…”
His voice sounded exasperated, but his expression was honest.
I thought his fluttering eyelids and trembling eyelashes were beautiful.
So were his desire-drunk, reddened eyes and the way he was lightly biting his lip.
Taehwan is very handsome, has a great body, and is a man so impressive that anyone’s eyes would be drawn to him.
Moreover, his large build and confident personality make him incredibly reliable.
He knows a lot, can do a lot, and is deep-hearted and kind, always someone I could lean on.
At the same time, he was a man of pride who never showed me a deeply vulnerable side.
Even before my hospital stay, he saw me as someone he constantly had to look after.
And after the hospital stay, that tendency intensified tens, hundreds of times over.
That Taehwan was now showing such vividly honest emotions to my little antics.
It was cute.
So incredibly endearing.
Sluurp… My mouth was so full of saliva it was hard to speak properly.
But it seemed a waste to swallow the saliva that could act as lubricant, so I let it flow onto Taehwan’s member and gently stroked it with my hand.
That thick, long thing that never seemed enough no matter how much I licked was now drenched in my saliva.
It felt like I was marking Taehwan’s private part as ‘mine,’ sending a prickling, pleasant sensation through my chest.
Suppressing the urge to put him back in my mouth, I forced myself to lift my head.
“But you wanted me to take it deep.”
“No, when did I ever–”
“I saw you. You were imagining putting it in my throat, weren’t you?”
“……”
Taehwan’s face contorted.
His gaze, which had been drifting towards my neck, was hastily blocked by his eyelids.
With a voice bubbling with frustration, he pleaded with me.
“I was just crazy for a moment… It’s because I was feeling so bad. If I hurt you for my own pleasure…”
“Even if it hurts a bit, I’m happy if you feel good. I can handle pain well.”
“I… don’t like that.”
He clearly seemed to want it…
It was unsettling, but Taehwan’s voice was firm.
And in these matters, you have to respect the receiver’s opinion.
Still, I had some regrets too, so I decided to make one last appeal.
“If not today, I might never be able to do it for you. Are you really sure you don’t want me to put it in?”
After finishing my sentence, to show him that my mouth is bigger than he thinks, I opened it as wide as I could, until my jaw ached, showing him the inside.
“Ah.”
Then, Taehwan’s gaze fixed precisely on my mouth.
More precisely, deep inside my mouth, on my throat.
It was a more fervent reaction than I expected.
He was concentrating so hard he wasn’t even blinking.
Keeping my mouth open, I tried to read the sincerity in Taehwan’s wavering brown pupils.
It seemed like, even though he said he didn’t want it, it was because of his affection and consideration for me, and his sense of responsibility towards me as his ‘person to protect.’
“I… I mean…”
But I was someone who had lost my sight for a long time.
I still don’t know much about sex.
I don’t know the mechanics or the reasons for doing these things, and just by expressions or looks alone, I couldn’t be sure if Taehwan was sexually satisfied or not.
The answer came from elsewhere.
“Ah.”
While we were talking, Taehwan’s member, which I was holding with both hands, was twitching.
It hadn’t cooled down or softened at all; instead, it was radiating even more heat.
To the point it looked painful.
Because of that, I could be sure. He did want to put it in.
Well, when Taehwan caressed me with his hands and mouth, I felt so good my mind went hazy too.
This is probably… a man’s instinct.
A strong instinct that makes you react reflexively even if the other person is a long-time friend.
So…
“I’ll make you feel good.”
“No. No, Jehee. Mmph.”
“I wanna.”
I’d already made up my mind.
I would take all of Taehwan inside me and make him come.
Even if I put it in and his reaction isn’t as great as I thought, I can always finish him with my mouth and lips later, so I decided to just go for it.
As I recklessly pushed the hot member back into my mouth, Taehwan gasped.
A suppressed moan, forced through clenched teeth, burst out.
The more I moved my tongue, the louder his moans became.
This made me even more certain that he did want it, but my partner was Taehwan.
Someone who thinks of me before his own pleasure.
There was a chance Taehwan might forcibly stop this act, so I grew impatient.
Stubbornly determined not to let go, I clenched my lips and kept pushing, trying to force him down my throat, but he wouldn’t go in, and only a nauseating feeling rose up.
My mind was frantic, things weren’t going my way, and tears welled up in my eyes.
Taehwan gently held and stroked me like that.
“Slowly… do it. I won’t… hah… stop you, so take it slowly.”
“…Okay.”
Only after feeling the touch of his thumb wiping my tear-filled eyes could I afford to be patient.
Regulating my breath, I produced more saliva to wet my mouth and relaxed my throat.
This time, I managed to swallow him down.
“Gghk, Hahk…!”
The pain of my esophagus being forcibly stretched open by something hard was considerable, but the bigger problem was that he was so thick it blocked my breath.
My vision almost went black from the choked-off airflow.
My head spun, my consciousness teetering on the edge, but I somehow managed to secure my airway, gasping for breath before I moved my lips and tongue again, trying to accept Taehwan into me.
How much time had passed, my mind filled with the single thought of taking Taehwan inside me?
Finally, I could bury my nose in the neatly trimmed area of his groin.
The distinct, musky scent of his skin was given to me like a reward.
Gripping his thick, solid thighs with both hands, I trembled with a rising sense of accomplishment.
From my mouth down past my throat, it was filled with something thick and long—and that something was Taehwan’s cock.
Just being inside me, its impressive girth boasted a formidable presence, and even now it twitched.
“Haa, ah… Damn it. Ngh, ha.”
My efforts were worth it.
Taehwan, swallowed deep into my throat, seemed to be feeling incredibly good.
No, strictly speaking, I couldn’t see it, but his breathing said it all.
There was no way I couldn’t tell Taehwan was pleased.
I was so happy too.
It was my first time, and I’d been worried if I could make him feel good, but in the end, it seemed I’d achieved my goal.
“Jehee. Jehee.”
The voice calling me was sweet.
It was the same call I always heard, but a month’s worth of longing had built up, and perhaps because of the special circumstance of having his cock in my mouth, it dug into my ears with a much thicker, more intense resonance.
I was desperately curious about what face, what eyes he was looking at me with, but my vision was too blurry.
What a pity.
I was also curious about Taehwan’s sexually satisfied face.
It must have been incredibly handsome.
“I… I ca… can’t hold back…!”
Before I could even form the question, ‘Hold back what?’, Taehwan grabbed my head and pushed me away.
Was he trying to pull out?
How could I have swallowed all of this?
My heart sank, and I pursed my lips, trying to hold on, but that wasn’t it.
“Hyuk! Uuub! Ub!”
The cock, which seemed halfway out, plunged back into my throat.
Even just being there, it had already reached my limit, but now it cruelly scraped its way down my esophagus.
And this act didn’t end just once.
Taehwan repeated the motion, pulling my head back from between his legs and then pushing it forward again.
Each time, my throat stretched to fit Taehwan’s shape before contracting, and my whole body shuddered as if having convulsions.
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