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“Not only are you chugging down cum and piss through your back hole, but now you’re squirting fountains from your front one too? Ha—so you enjoyed taking two cocks at once without me, huh? Did it feel good? Answer me, you fucking slut.”
“Ah… Ahh… Agh!”
“This little toilet still doesn’t get it. I asked if you fucking liked it. You’re not answering, huh?”
Kang Taewon kept bringing up the fact that I had slept with Lee Dohoon and Han Jihyuk, his rage seething through every word.
Out of the four of them, Kang Taewon was by far the most hot-blooded.
Simply put, he had the worst temper.
His emotions were so transparent that even a glance at his face was enough to tell what he was feeling.
‘Yeah, it’s written all over him.’
The real reason he was this furious was likely a mix of frustration and jealousy.
After all, the one who had always rebelled, cursed at him, and resisted his touch was now willingly throwing himself at Lee Dohoon and Han Jihyuk, acting all sweet.
Of course, that would drive him insane.
Kang Taewon probably had no idea yet.
He had no clue that his current state was entirely fueled by the jealousy he refused to acknowledge.
‘More specifically, it’s because he’s wary of the feelings I have for Lee Dohoon.’
The original Go Yeonwoo had many reasons for killing Woo Jiyoo, but the biggest one was undoubtedly Lee Dohoon.
Go Yeonwoo had already been pushed to the edge, mentally shattered beyond repair.
He had long surpassed his breaking point, dragging himself through life in utter ruin.
Like someone who had lost all reason to keep breathing.
The only thing that barely kept him going was his feelings for Lee Dohoon.
Even though he knew it was a one-sided, hopeless love, he couldn’t let go of it.
Every single day, he agonized over his feelings, so much so that it made him sick.
As a test subject in a classified research lab within the Center, Go Yeonwoo had endured unspeakable horrors.
Even after a failed experiment, he had no means of escape, trapped within the facility, endlessly exploited within the Gates.
What could Lee Dohoon have meant to someone like him?
To a man sinking in darkness, Lee Dohoon had been the only ray of light.
Even if, in reality, Lee Dohoon had only helped him out of sheer coincidence, with no deeper meaning behind it.
By the time Go Yeonwoo had developed feelings for him, Lee Dohoon was already head over heels for his Guide, Woo Jiyoo, to the point where no one else even existed in his eyes.
Go Yeonwoo suffered immensely, tormented by the question: why did the one person he fell for have to be Woo Jiyoo’s Esper?
Why did it have to be him?
He cursed himself for being an idiot, but no amount of self-loathing could smother those emotions.
The love he had tried to bury only grew uncontrollably, to the point where even he couldn’t rein it in.
‘The problem is that the original Go Yeonwoo was too kind. He let Woo Jiyoo off too easy. If it were me, I wouldn’t have just killed him outright—I would have made sure he suffered to the very end before letting him die.’
It wasn’t that he looked down on the original Go Yeonwoo.
It was just that, considering all the horrors he had endured, Woo Jiyoo had died far too painlessly.
In the first place, if I had never possessed this body, Go Yeonwoo would have remained nothing more than a character in a story, an existence neither more nor less than ink on a page.
But for some reason, I had become Go Yeonwoo.
And along with that, every agonizing memory the original had suffered was now burned into my mind.
Given that, it was impossible not to sympathize with him.
Anyone who knew the full extent of what Go Yeonwoo had been through would feel the same.
Even someone normally indifferent would be left speechless after witnessing the sheer horror of it all.
That didn’t mean I was burning with righteousness, boiling over with vengeful fury against the bastards who tormented Go Yeonwoo.
Even now, I felt the same way.
The reality was, I just couldn’t fully immerse myself in emotions that deep.
Even though I was possessing Go Yeonwoo’s body, the truth was, it wasn’t something I had personally experienced.
Maybe it was because, while the body retained the memories, for me, it was like watching someone else’s life through a screen.
I’d thought about it before, but in the end, as long as I achieved my goal, revenge would naturally follow.
Surely, Go Yeonwoo would understand that.
Yeah.
Whatever my motives—pure or otherwise—as long as I secured the outcome of revenge, that was all that mattered.
If I thoroughly eliminated every single one of those targets, then wherever he was, Go Yeonwoo would surely find some peace of mind.
“You fucking bastard. Of all things, you just had to awaken as a Guide and turn my life into this living hell? An Esper awakening as a Guide—does that even make a goddamn bit of sense?”
Kang Taewon’s golden eyes burned with rage, his expression twisted in fury.
The murderous intent in his gaze made it clear—he wanted to kill me right this second.
But even beneath that, I could clearly see it: the instincts of an Esper, driven mad with possessiveness over his Guide, seeping through the cracks of his rage.
Everyone—including Kang Taewon—thought, “Go Yeonwoo killed Woo Jiyu just because of Lee Dohoon.”
None of them knew the truth. How could they, when they were utterly in the dark?
Up until now, Kang Taewon hadn’t really cared that Go Yeonwoo had feelings for Lee Dohoon.
Even if Woo Jiyu’s death was caused by Lee Dohoon, the blame didn’t fall on him—it fell on Go Yeonwoo, the one who committed the murder.
But what about Kang Taewon now?
The beast, crazed with jealousy, was lashing out, baring his possessiveness over his Guide.
That meant Kang Taewon, too, would finally realize—Go Yeonwoo… No, that I still had feelings for Lee Dohoon.
The same went for Shin Heesung and Han Jihyuk.
‘From now on, all three of them are going to lose their minds and torment me even more, aren’t they?’
Just imagining it sent a thrill racing through me.
The thought of being pushed further and further, suffocated by their possessive jealousy, was enough to make my whole body tremble.
Without even realizing it, I clenched around Kang Taewon’s cock, gripping down as if I were trying to crush it.
“Fuck… ha… you goddamn… piece of shit…”
Kang Taewon furrowed his brows and muttered a low curse.
His eyes were still filled with rage, but at the same time, he couldn’t fully conceal the excitement flickering beneath.
“You stuffed yourself full, and now you’re squeezing tight like you want more dick? You think that’s gonna stop me?”
“Ahn, ugh, ah, hik!”
While Kang Taewon growled viciously, Han Jihyuk and Lee Dohoon had already closed in and were pressing their cocks against my body, tormenting me without pause.
“The fuck? Get lost, now. Haven’t you had enough fun with your dicks already? What the hell are you crawling back for, acting up again?”
“Yeonwoo isn’t even yours, so why are you acting like this? Taewon, you’re being really strange today.”
“Shut your damn mouth, you son of a bitch. Before I rip it apart.”
“Oh dear, such harsh words. But if my mouth gets ripped up, I won’t be able to kiss our Yeonwoo anymore, will I? Ah, I better hurry and do it again before Taewon tears it apart.”
With an infuriatingly nonchalant smile, Lee Dohoon suddenly pressed his lips against mine again.
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