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Even though his voice lacked any composure, Soohyuk moved calmly.
If he rushed, it would only hurt Jingyeom, so he couldn’t afford to hurry.
Especially since this was Jingyeom’s first time.
He didn’t want to ruin it.
Knowing that getting it right this time meant there would be a next, Soohyuk intended to take his time.
Watching Jingyeom react to even the slightest touch made him eager to draw it out as long as possible.
He continued to play with Jingyeom’s nipples until they were swollen and flushed.
Then, a sudden urge to leave kiss marks arose.
He wanted to cover Jingyeom’s body with his traces.
Though he hesitated at first, thinking it might not be appropriate, he figured a little wouldn’t hurt—and slowly started leaving marks one by one.
Around his chest, red blossoms spread like petals.
When his tongue reached Jingyeom’s navel, following the dip of his stomach, Jingyeom pressed harder against his own mouth to stifle the moan threatening to escape.
The only sounds filling the large room were the wet noises of kisses and his stifled moans, making it feel all the more obscene—and above all, unbearably embarrassing.
As Soohyuk’s lips slowly trailed downward, a red path was left behind.
Sitting up slightly, Soohyuk glanced down and let out a soft chuckle.
The reaction was so honest that he didn’t even need to ask if it felt good.
Even though it was small, Jingyeom’s member stood upright, proudly asserting its presence.
‘It’s really small.’
He had expected it might be, given Jingyeom’s petite body, but seeing it in person, it really was tiny—small enough to fit completely in his hand.
The color was so pale and pretty, it was obvious it had never been touched before.
‘How is it even this smooth?’
There wasn’t a single hair.
The perfectly smooth shaft, with precum beading at the tip, stirred a growing urge in Soohyuk to taste it.
As Soohyuk lightly rubbed the tip with his fingertip, Jingyeom tried to close his legs, but Soohyuk firmly pressed down on his thigh, keeping him in place.
Despite Jingyeom’s whimpering protests, Soohyuk ignored them and fully wrapped his hand around the small shaft—it fit perfectly in his palm.
As he gave it a few gentle strokes, the unfamiliar sensation of being touched by someone else made Jingyeom’s head tilt back.
“Uhh…!”
Even with his hand covering his mouth, the sudden burst of pleasure forced a moan to escape.
At the sound, Soohyuk tilted his head and guided Jingyeom’s hand downward.
“W-Why?”
“I want to hear your voice. Don’t cover it.”
Looking into his trembling eyes, Soohyuk spoke softly, and Jingyeom slowly nodded.
He was embarrassed, but if Soohyuk wanted it…
Satisfied, Soohyuk smiled faintly and ran his tongue across the precum-dappled tip.
Even though he was licking Jingyeom’s, somehow his own cock twitched in response.
Ignoring his cock, which was practically screaming to be taken out of his pants, Soohyuk took Jingyeom’s member into his mouth.
It was small enough to fit easily, not overwhelming at all, sliding in completely with a single motion.
The precum that leaked out should’ve tasted salty, but oddly enough, it didn’t bother him.
“Why would you—! Ahh, wait! Ah!”
Jingyeom’s eyes shot open at the electric pleasure shooting through his body, his frame curling up tightly.
Soohyuk’s head got trapped between his thighs, but he didn’t seem to mind as he continued moving his mouth and tongue skillfully.
Jingyeom tried to push Soohyuk’s head away, but his hands were quickly caught and pinned to his sides.
All he could move were his legs, but the overwhelming pleasure made even that difficult, leaving him trembling uncontrollably.
“Hh, hah!”
Slurping and sucking sounds filled the room and tickled his ears.
The lewd noises only made Jingyeom more flustered, leaving him no choice but to moan and arch his hips in response.
As he kicked his legs slightly, Soohyuk firmly pressed down on both of his thighs, keeping him in place while continuing to torment his sensitive shaft.
He licked and traced the tip of the glans with his tongue, pressed down gently, rubbed, and savored the shape of the head as if committing it to memory.
He pursed his lips tightly to suck him in and even pushed Jingyeom’s length all the way in.
There was no hesitation at all.
“Uhh…”
Jingyeom’s mind was going completely blank.
Everything about what was happening felt foreign and unfamiliar, making it impossible to get used to the sensations flooding his body.
The intense urge to release was building up, but not fully understanding what was happening, he mistook it for an urgent need to pee.
“Hyung, stop! Stop!”
Jingyeom struggled and twisted his body, but Soohyuk didn’t stop.
Realizing what Jingyeom’s twitching hips meant, Soohyuk instead tightened his lips around the shaft, sucking even harder.
In an instant, Jingyeom’s hips buckled, his trembling body going limp.
Tears leaked from his eyes as a broken sob escaped his lips.
“I… I told you to stop! Hic…!”
Only then did Soohyuk release the cock from his mouth and sit up.
Spreading his hand open, he stuck out his tongue, allowing the thick, milky semen to slowly drip down.
Seeing that, Jingyeom’s face flushed deeply, leaving no inch untouched by redness.
Though his entire body was already flushed from arousal, his face burned even brighter.
‘So that was ejaculation!’
It was his first time actually seeing his own semen.
To be honest, it was his first time ejaculating at all, so he’d only just learned what it actually felt like today.
Although he had watched some adult content before, he had never really had much sexual desire.
He’d never experienced a wet dream, never masturbated, and aside from washing, never even touched himself.
‘…So this is what it feels like.’
It left him completely drained, but it felt unexpectedly good.
Now he finally understood why people did this so much.
Looking at the thick consistency of the cum, Soohyuk let out a soft chuckle.
It seemed like Jingyeom hadn’t released for quite a while.
He licked his inner mouth, clearing away the lingering salty taste.
“First time taking it in my mouth… tastes bad though.”
“…Of course it does!”
“I thought it’d taste good since it’s yours.”
He had half-expected it to taste special since it was Jingyeom’s, but semen was semen—salty and unpleasant.
Since what had already gone down couldn’t be helped, he just spat out whatever remained in his mouth.
‘Should I take off the watch?’
The watch had been blinking like it was about to issue a warning for a while now, and although it was basically Jingyeom’s lifeline, Soohyuk found it mildly distracting.
Jingyeom’s flushed face and trembling body made it obvious he was excited, so was it really necessary to confirm that with a watch?
‘No… better leave it on.’
Getting off the bed, Soohyuk wiped his hands with a tissue, tossed it away, and pulled out lube and a condom from the drawer.
Jingyeom realized what was about to happen.
‘’..Are we really doing it?’
He had tried to prepare, researching and watching quite a lot of videos.
But many of them were hardcore, rushing into penetration without much foreplay, making them poor study material.
Even so, he’d read plenty of novels and had at least some idea of what was involved.
The problem was that now, with the real thing right in front of him, his mind had gone completely blank.
And…
‘It feels good… but I’m so embarrassed!’
The room was too bright, Soohyuk still fully dressed, while Jingyeom was completely naked.
And to make matters worse, he was the only one who’d gotten any pleasure so far.
The embarrassment was overwhelming.
While Soohyuk prepared, Jingyeom wrapped himself tightly in the blanket, burying his face.
Soohyuk paused for a moment at the sight but quickly stripped off his own clothes and tugged the blanket away.
Losing his grip on the blanket, Jingyeom rolled across the bed, flailing his arms to grab something—anything—but failing, eventually burying his face into a pillow.
Unbeknownst to him, that pose only made Soohyuk even more aroused.
Seeing Jingyeom’s round, tight ass sticking up, Soohyuk’s movements quickened.
Holding the lube, he climbed onto the bed beside Jingyeom.
He pressed a light kiss onto the nape of his neck, then slowly licked upwards, leaving red marks blooming across his flushed skin.
“Hnngh, uhh…”
It was hard to tell if Jingyeom was trembling from genuine pleasure or from fear.
Soohyuk continued to plant soft kisses all over his shaking body.
If Jingyeom truly hated it, he should stop—but a part of him hoped that, with enough coaxing, everything would be okay.
When Soohyuk kissed his shoulder, Jingyeom turned his face toward him.
That look made Soohyuk throb even more, but also froze his hand that had been opening the lube.
Jingyeom’s eyes were teary from the overwhelming sensations, but to Soohyuk, it looked like fear.
‘I can’t go through with it seeing that face.’
Soohyuk picked up the discarded blanket, gently covered Jingyeom’s body, and pulled him into his arms.
He wanted to feel, to share, to enjoy this with Jingyeom—not just to satisfy himself.
“Don’t force yourself to endure if you’re scared.”
“I’m not scared though…”
“And don’t try to match my pace either. I’m fine. Let’s calm down and shower later. Rest a bit.”
Truthfully, Soohyuk wanted to throw off the blanket right that moment and take him, even if Jingyeom tried to push him away.
He wanted to slam into him wildly until he was satisfied.
But that was only a passing thought—he didn’t act on it.
The frustration piled up inside him, but Soohyuk believed that one day his patience would be rewarded.
For now, he just lightly patted the blanket over Jingyeom.
But unlike Soohyuk, Jingyeom’s mind was tangled up inside the blanket.
He couldn’t understand why Soohyuk thought he was scared.
And what did he mean by forcing himself to match?
Jingyeom furrowed his brow deeply, then slowly relaxed.
It was true he had some fear and hesitation about sex due to his physical condition.
But he knew how much Soohyuk had been holding back, and he thought he was ready to do it together.
‘Is it because of the watch?’
The watch was indeed glowing red, but that was simply from his elevated heart rate due to arousal.
Maybe that’s why Soohyuk suddenly stopped.
Slowly, Jingyeom unbuckled the watch and removed it.
Then, as his arousal stirred again, his cock hardened once more, and he lightly stroked himself, noting how different it felt from when Soohyuk had done it.
Noticing the movement under the blanket, Soohyuk curiously lifted it slightly.
“…Wow. Am I dreaming?”
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