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Even while talking to me earlier, he must have really meant it about wanting to taste me—because now his mouth was wetter and hotter, saliva pooling inside.
But it wasn’t at all like soaking in hot water—it was a strange, unfamiliar heat.
“Haa… ahh…”
For a split second my body tensed, but it really was just a moment.
When Taehwan’s tongue brushed gently beneath the head, a shiver shot through me, my whole body going slack as my mind went hazy.
My eyes were open, yet nothing registered in my vision.
My lips parted on their own, a blissful sound slipping out.
It felt insanely good.
Taehwan was bigger than me, and so was his mouth, letting him take me in surprisingly deep—and that heat…
His hands had always been warmer than mine, but the inside of his mouth, being part of his body, couldn’t even compare.
That heat seemed to sync with mine, adjusting my temperature to his—it was oddly arousing.
“Ah—wait… ah… s-slow—ugh!”
No—temperature wasn’t the problem right now.
Up until now, he’d been mostly using his tongue to tease me, his lips working softly, but then he started moving his head.
Still holding me snug between his lips, he pulled back and sank down again, over and over.
Even though I had to be hitting the back of his throat, he didn’t seem to care.
And as if that wasn’t enough, he began sucking so hard his cheeks hollowed.
Slrp, schlp.
The obscene sound coming from between my legs was unreal—and only growing louder.
The wetter those indecent noises became, the louder my heartbeat roared in my ears.
I wanted to close my legs, but his big frame blocked me, leaving me squirming helplessly.
It was just my cock in his mouth, yet it felt like every sense and feeling I had was being mercilessly stolen away by Taehwan.
“Ahng, nnngh, Taehwan-ah… too… too much… ah…”
Calling out desperately for Taehwan only lasted a moment—being sucked off by my friend had now become the only thing in my head.
My mind felt like it was flashing with fireworks.
That dangerously close sensation kept swelling inside me.
Panting, I lightly grabbed at his soft curls and tried to push his head away.
“I–I’m gonna… ah, gonna come, ngh, I think…”
I pushed at his head harder, trying to get him to pull his lips away, but he didn’t budge.
Even when I smacked his broad shoulders with all the desperate urgency I could muster, Taehwan stayed put.
It had to hurt, the way I was hitting him without control, but…
Taehwan almost never listened to me when I told him to stop right before I came.
But I was truly desperate this time.
The thought suddenly hit me—what if, by mistake, I ended up releasing something other than semen?
Even if it happened while he was using his hand, it would be a disaster—but in his mouth?
The thought alone made goosebumps prickle up my skin.
Sure, Taehwan was the kind of friend who’d taken care of every type of mess I’d made before, who’d seen all my dirtiest sides… but this?
Absolutely not.
Whether he knew how frantic I felt or not, Taehwan’s answer was firm.
“Come.”
“Nooo—”
“Yes.”
“I said no! Hurry and—ugh, nnngh…!”
That was the end of it. Just those two short exchanges.
No matter if I grabbed at him or hit him, Taehwan didn’t care—he just held me in his mouth stubbornly, sucking even harder.
To endure the fierce stimulation, I tensed every muscle in my body.
I thought it would help me hold back, but it backfired.
The more I resisted Taehwan, the more sensitive I became; my mind quickly blurred, and no matter how hard I bit down on my lip, I couldn’t hide the ecstasy rising from deep inside.
“Nnngh, ahh—mmph…!”
I held out as long as I could, but my patience snapped first.
The moment I swallowed a strangled cry, my toes curled tight.
I clutched Taehwan’s head and trembled all over.
“Haa… ahhh…”
In the end… I came.
Whether that was a relief or not, I wasn’t sure—but at least the worst-case scenario hadn’t happened. Seemed it was just… ejaculation.
As the intense sensation filling my head drained away in an instant, the tension in my body melted, leaving my mind hazy.
But there was a problem.
Even as I was in the middle of coming, Taehwan was still holding me in his mouth—and then, gulp.
I felt something slide down.
The shock hit me like cold water in the middle of my high.
“…What… did you just do?”
He didn’t answer right away. Instead of speaking, Taehwan’s tongue… was still licking me.
Panic set in. I shoved at his head frantically and almost cried as I spoke.
“Spit it out. My… my come. Spit it out, now.”
“Already swallowed it.”
Even as he spoke, Taehwan’s tongue flicked at my tip.
A single late drop of semen caught on his red tongue and disappeared into his mouth.
My jaw dropped open in sheer shock before I could finally yell—
“A-a-ah—why the hell did you eat that?!”
He’d just done something outrageous, and yet Taehwan looked at me like he couldn’t understand why I was reacting this way.
Finally lifting his head, wiping his mouth casually with the back of his hand, he said, calm as ever:
“This way’s cleaner.”
“Wha—what…?”
“Why? Would you rather I let you come on my face?”
“…!”
My jaw hung open. Oh my god.
Did those words really just come out of my friend’s mouth?
I’d never touched come before, but I’d seen it.
The first time I came in Taehwan’s hand, I saw it stretching between his long, thick fingers—milky white, sticky, with a weird smell—and that… he…?
I could only stare down at him, dumbfounded, as he brushed back the messy hair I’d ruffled and stood up.
“Kidding. Let’s wash up and get you checked. Can you stand?”
After what just happened, I didn’t want to do anything.
I just wanted to be alone for a while—but I knew if I stayed put, Taehwan would fuss over me again, which meant more touching…
For some reason, I wanted to avoid his hands right now, so I scrambled to my feet.
I don’t really remember how the rest of the day passed.
I think Taehwan dragged me around everywhere—quick wash, some tests, a meal while waiting for results…
Laying it out like that makes it sound like I remember well, but I really don’t.
I recalled the big parts, but none of the details.
Not which tests we did, what we talked about, what we ate.
The only thing clear in my mind was the look of relief on Taehwan’s face when the results said my body was fine.
I was perfectly fine—maybe he was just worrying too much.
Even in the car, my mind stayed foggy.
‘I’m pretty sure… I had a lot I wanted to say to Taehwan…’
Back in the tent, when he’d gone to the store, I’d been waiting for him, thinking of all sorts of things to tell him—but now I couldn’t remember a single one.
Every time I tried to think, all that came up was his face buried between my legs, those long lashes, those lips moving, and the incredible things those lips had done.
I was too busy forcing my mind elsewhere, so it just felt… empty.
Taehwan seemed focused on driving, so he didn’t say much either.
I just stared out the window in silence.
But clearing my head didn’t solve the real problem.
“These days, even rest stops are amazing. So many menu options… Taehwan, what are you gonna eat?”
“I’m not hungry. Pass.”
“No way! If you don’t eat, I’m not eating either.”
“…Fine. I’ll eat. Just order me anything.”
We’d stopped at a rest area to refuel and decided to get dinner while we were there.
I ordered some hot fishcake udon, thinking I could at least get something warm into him, but—
“Jehee.”
“…Y-yeah?”
“Why are you staring? You’re not even eating.”
“Ah, I—n-no reason! I wasn’t thinking about anything…”
“…Really.”
“Y-yeah…”
Of course, I was lying.
The truth was, I’d just had a horrifying thought—white, plump noodles slipping into a mouth could… look erotic.
My face burned, and I couldn’t look Taehwan in the eye for the rest of the meal.
I knew he’d seen through my lie; he’d just let it slide this time.
‘Crap. I’ve got a dirty mind now.’
Maybe it wasn’t the udon.
Maybe it was Taehwan’s face itself—there was just something sexy about it.
Not just good-looking, but… alluring.
And his body wasn’t any less impressive.
…And the fact that I was thinking this so naturally meant my situation was dire.
At this rate, I might not even be able to function normally.
Especially since this wasn’t about some random person, but my live-in childhood friend and guardian, Taehwan.
Of course… he was also the reason for all of this, so maybe it made sense.
‘How did it even come to this?’
I was… confused.
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