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I grabbed my hair and looked at Kim Chanyi.
At this point, I felt like I should just come clean.
“Yeah! How could I not remember?”
Kim Chanyi looked innocent, as if he had done nothing wrong.
Seeing that made me even angrier.
“That, that wasn’t just a normal kiss… Suddenly I’m pissed off. Why are you the only one unaffected? Why am I the only one like this? Why am I the only one constantly aware, constantly bothered?”
Kim Chanyi’s expression became very subtle.
“…You didn’t dislike it?”
“What?”
“The kiss. You weren’t upset?”
I wanted to slap my lips.
I should just stop talking.
The more I spoke, the more I felt like I was falling into his trap.
Is that the difference between a smart person and others?
While I just opened and closed my mouth, Kim Chanyi moved a little closer to me.
I hunched my shoulders.
“Hyunoh. Have you been conscious of me?”
“…No, I haven’t.”
“But you just said so. Can’t you look into my eyes for a moment?”
“No. Stay back a bit!”
I pressed Kim Chanyi’s face firmly with the cushion that had been covering my groin.
Kim Chanyi easily grabbed the cushion and threw it far away.
Kim Chanyi’s face is right in front of mine.
My heart was pounding like crazy.
The Kim Chanyi now is not a rabbit. I know that face.
It’s the expression he had when we kissed. It feels like he could just bite and kill me.
I have already seen the sharp fangs hidden behind that clear face.
Kim Chanyi, staring at me, lowered his gaze.
I quickly closed my legs, but it was already too late.
“Hyunoh….”
“Don’t call me like that.”
“How do you want me to call you?”
“Just, it feels strange and sentimental, so don’t do that.”
“Hyunoh….”
“You jerk.”
“Why are you hard?”
“…….”
I want to die. I’d rather just jump off the balcony right now.
“Hmm? Why are you hard?”
“Don’t talk to me.”
I tried to cover my face with my hands.
Kim Chanyi grabbed my wrists to stop me.
“Take your hands off.”
“Hyunoh is so strange.”
“What do you mean? You’re the strange one.”
“I was just staying quiet, but Hyunoh keeps bothering me. You got hard looking at me. It’s like you’re saying you’re being aware of me.”
I had nothing to say.
Because it was true.
Kim Chanyi’s tone was calm and logical, making me not even think to refute.
“If you do this, I’ll start expecting things. I really tried not to.”
“No, I don’t like you, so don’t get it wrong.”
“But you liked the kiss, didn’t you?”
“Hey….”
“You’re making me expect, wondering if it’s okay to kiss again. Hyunoh.”
“…….”
“Want to try?”
Kim Chanyi was already gently caressing my lips.
My lips trembled. I thought I should push Kim Chanyi away, but I couldn’t.
A dizzying feeling churned in my stomach.
I barely managed to speak.
My breath touched Kim Chanyi’s thumb.
“I, I won’t like you. Kissing won’t change anything.”
“It’s okay. I never asked you to like me.”
“Then why are you doing this?”
“You can kiss without liking someone.”
“You’re a playboy.”
“Sorry.”
“Do you want to do this with me?”
Kim Chanyi started to caress my ear with his other hand.
It felt like a ridiculous moan would come out any moment.
“Yes.”
“…Even more than this?”
Kim Chanyi tilted his head slightly, then smiled smoothly.
“Yes.”
Perverted bastard.
I wanted to shout, but my mouth was immediately blocked.
Kim Chanyi grabbed the back of my head firmly and kissed me.
My shoulders, which had been tense, dropped down.
My body lost strength.
Kim Chanyi’s tongue aggressively explored my mouth.
My nose was pressed against Kim Chanyi’s cheek, squished. Kim Chanyi, who had always kept a step back, now crossed the line completely.
He approached boldly, without giving me time to prepare.
Every time Kim Chanyi’s tongue rubbed against my gums and inner flesh, a moan escaped.
Should I push Kim Chanyi’s chest away with my palms?
Or maybe hit his shoulder?
I felt like I was pondering these options.
When I came to my senses, I was lying on the sofa.
Kim Chanyi was on top of me.
The sofa was not spacious enough for two men to lie on.
Our legs were tightly intertwined.
Our erect penis occasionally brushed against each other.
My moans grew louder.
My inner thighs kept contracting.
It felt like someone was hitting my thighs and pelvis hard.
Kim Chanyi’s hand still gripped the back of my head.
I couldn’t even open my eyes properly.
Maybe because I was already excited, it felt crazier than before.
My mouth was filled with saliva, whether it was Kim Chanyi’s or mine, I couldn’t tell.
Kim Chanyi showed no mercy.
He didn’t give me any time to breathe.
He only allowed me just enough breath to keep me from dying.
When I couldn’t bear it and trembled my shoulder, Kim Chanyi gently stroked the back of my head with his palm.
Then he slightly released our lips as if to let me breathe.
It hurt my pride.
But as soon as I felt Kim Chanyi’s touch, my breathing calmed down like a ghost.
Is this really a kiss?
Do other people in the world kiss like this?
I felt betrayed by the world.
Kim Chanyi twisted his jaw and kissed me deeply.
With trembling hands, I grabbed Kim Chanyi’s T-shirt.
My body felt itchy and hot.
At that moment, Kim Chanyi slightly parted our lips.
Even with my eyes closed, I could feel Kim Chanyi looking down at me.
I quickly turned my head to the side.
I didn’t want to see him. I couldn’t.
“Hyunoh.”
“…….”
“Hyunoh.”
“Don’t talk to me.”
What does my face look like now?
Is it funny?
“Did it feel good this time too?”
“I said don’t talk to me.”
He usually acts like a meek lamb.
Now he doesn’t listen to me.
Was Kim Chanyi’s voice always this low and rough?
“I liked it.”
“…….”
“Want to try something more?”
“…What?”
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