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“Is that so?”
“Yes. It’s my first time dating, you see… So I’d appreciate it if you could approach me slowly.”
“It’s difficult, being a Beta.”
In Kang Taeyun’s face, seen as Siho slightly averted his gaze, there was a faint hint of annoyance.
It seemed like constantly having to accommodate Siho was quite troublesome.
Siho was gripped by anxiety, wondering if he would be forced onto the bed, but at the same time, an inexplicable pleasure seeped in.
‘Seriously, I must be going crazy.’
This wasn’t his usual preference, but he feared that if he continued to feel this way, it would soon become familiar and turn into his genuine emotion.
“Fine, I’ll accommodate you.”
“…Really?”
“Yes. So tell me. How slow is the ‘slowly’ you’re talking about.”
This was his chance.
A chance to buy time to escape from them.
If he played his cards right, Kang Taeyun might even control Moon Dowon and Yoo Joohwan.
“One month.”
Kang Taeyun’s eyebrows twitched at the impulsive answer.
A brief emotion showed over his smiling face.
“That’s too long.”
“It’s short for me. Think about it. I was stalking you guys all this time. Now I’m dating you… How nervous do you think I am? Can’t you at least give me time to prepare myself mentally?”
“Then, after one month?”
“Huh?”
“After one month, can I do whatever I want?”
Since he wouldn’t be by their side after that, Siho should have answered yes.
But for some reason, his lips wouldn’t part.
Should he say that an ominous feeling creeping up his spine was creating an uneasy sensation?
Seeing his hesitation, he called his name in a slightly lower tone.
“Siho.”
“Yes.”
“We need to be clear. If I wait one month, tell me what you will do in return. I should at least receive compensation for waiting.”
Under the pressure of his overpowering voice, Siho nodded slowly with a miserable expression.
Although it was semi-coerced, he subtly curved his eyes and smiled, as if he had gotten the answer he wanted.
“Good, the deal is set.”
“…”
“I look forward to one month from now. To see how much more grown-up you will be than now.”
He gently stroked Siho’s cheek, wishing for him to mature quickly.
Siho felt like he had created a bigger problem, but he wanted to finish things clearly.
“Then, what about Moon Dowon and Yoo Joohwan?”
“What do you want me to do?”
“Huh?”
“If you want it. I’ll do exactly that.”
His eyes shone with a colorful light, as if he were a person who could eliminate them if asked.
It was ambiguous to call it chilling, yet it didn’t match ‘gentle’ either.
Seeing the gaze somewhere between the two emotions, Siho couldn’t answer carelessly.
He didn’t know anything about Kang Taeyun as a person yet, and he couldn’t fully consider him on his side.
‘What if he’s testing me?’
This novel was about the three men together.
He didn’t know what would happen if he said, ‘I want to date only you, excluding the other two.’
Relieved that he had bought some time, he calmly replied.
“I hope they wait for me. The same way.”
“That’s a pity. I wished the answer you gave me was a little more barbaric.”
Saying that, Kang Taeyun slightly lowered his gaze.
The faint shadow beneath his eyes looked gloomy and chilling.
The thought even crossed Siho’s mind that he might be the final villain, the one to be most wary of among the three.
“My Siho, what are you going to do during a rut?”
“…A rut?”
“Yes, a rut. I’m asking if you can handle our ruts.”
“Is a rut that scary?”
Even without a rut, the three men were plenty full of lust.
Siho knew well that unlike normal people, they couldn’t finish with just one time.
Considering their overflowing possessiveness and obsession, Siho thought a rut wouldn’t be much different.
“You haven’t understood yet. That’s when we completely lose our minds.”
“…”
“It wouldn’t be wrong to say we become beasts.”
Kang Taeyun tapped his head with his middle finger, wearing a self-deprecating smile.
Even that looked sexy, and Siho unconsciously slightly opened his mouth, staring intently at him.
“How do you think a beast copulates? What if they repeat that continuously?”
“…”
“Even if you cry and struggle, we won’t be able to stop. Even if you faint, we will still be moving.”
Kang Taeyun briefly explained that that was the nature of Alphas and ruts.
‘Abnormal sex, and three men…’
He should be disgusted, but his heart kept fluttering, as if waiting for that day.
Just thinking about it made his toes curl and heat gather in his lower body.
Gulp.
His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed.
Seeing him swallow, he gently stroked Siho’s head.
“Still, I’m relieved. That you like us enough to stalk us.”
“…”
“You’ll be able to handle it sufficiently. You’ll become a grown-up through us.”
He smoothly curved the corner of his mouth and sent a suggestive gaze.
Siho jumped up from his lap at the explicit look.
He felt like he would head straight to the bed if he stayed any longer.
“I think the treatment is finished. Could you please leave now?”
“Are you sure? Your lower half doesn’t seem to agree.”
“Huh?”
Following his relaxed gaze, Siho belatedly realized that his lower body was heavily aroused.
As he quickly covered himself with both hands and turned away, Kang Taeyun got up from the bed.
“I think I can help you out right away.”
“I-I’ll handle it myself.”
“Then, should I stay next to you so you can come?”
“…What?”
“You got an erection because of me; I can’t just leave. You look like you’re struggling.”
Saying it was a form of responsibility, he simply picked Siho up.
Without time to be surprised, he placed him on the windowsill and lightly spread his thighs, holding them.
“There, now do it.”
“Are you crazy?”
“Is this not enough? Then should I take off my shirt?”
He took his hands off Siho’s thighs to boldly remove his shirt.
Siho urgently grabbed his hand and shook his head rapidly.
“Please, don’t do that…!”
His body was already aroused.
If he saw Kang Taeyun’s bare skin, it would surely lead to an inevitable act.
Even now, his desire was starting to resent the hand that held Kang Taeyun’s.
“Then, what should I do for you?”
“Don’t do anything…”
Just his presence was enough to maximize his arousal.
He wanted to unzip his pants and perform the act right in front of him.
He wanted to thrust and thrust, tearing off that arrogant face that looked so relaxed.
But the reason that barely remained forced him to suppress his desire and put on a deceptive expression.
“You want to see me masturbate that badly? Then you should put in a little effort.”
“…”
“At least with this expression, I can’t let down my zipper. So, when it’s a little more sensual and hotter. I’ll show you then.”
Siho smiled sensually, as if it wouldn’t be fun to show him now.
It was a performance, but partly genuine.
Kang Taeyun looked slightly surprised at his suddenly haughty demeanor.
But soon, he began to smile with delight.
“You’re interesting, my Siho.”
“…”
“You’re right, it wouldn’t be fun if I took it off now. Things that are easy get boring quickly.”
“…”
“So, hold out well. That’s how you ripen and become more solid.”
At this point, Siho grew curious.
The reason why he proposed dating a Beta, not an Omega.
“…Why did you ask me to date you?”
“Because you’re easy.”
“…”
“From the moment you stalked us to the moment you ran away. I thought you would do whatever I wished. But you’re more fun than expected. You even know how to defend yourself.”
As expected, dating was nothing more than mere interest and entertainment for him.
Siho knew there wouldn’t be any emotion, but hearing it out loud, he realized he was a worse person than he thought.
‘Is that why only sex scenes were included in the novel with no real focus on him?’
He should be disgusted enough to despise him, but this crazy heart of his wouldn’t stop.
Was it without any pride?
He wanted to see Kang Taeyun begging for him.
Siho suddenly found it strange that his emotions were only subdued around Kang Taeyun.
Assuming this was also due to his lack of importance in the plot, Siho asked carelessly.
“You’ll dump me when you get bored, right?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because I’ve become more interested than before.”
“…”
“So I’m even more excited. About how fully you, a Beta, will satisfy my desires.”
Saying that it would be a much more interesting relationship than the Omegas he was tired of seeing, he gently stroked Siho’s thigh.
The heavy area ached from having been hard for a long time.
“I’ll bring you a gift tomorrow.”
“No, it’s okay.”
The ice cream he received from Yoo Joohwan was already enough.
When Siho refused due to the strong memory, he firmly pressed the inside of Siho’s thigh and languidly blinked his eyes.
“Siho.”
“…Yes?”
“The only words that come out of your mouth are ‘I don’t like it,’ and ‘No.’ ”
“…”
“I think you need some training. To be able to say ‘Yes’ naturally.”
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