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Siwoo was suddenly weeping, tears streaming down his face.
Raon stared, bewildered.
“I told you… I should’ve been the one on top.”
“Ah…”
Siwoo’s tears fell silently.
Raon, flustered, reached out to brush them away, thumbing gently under his eyes and over his cheeks.
“Why are you crying? Hyung’s fine, really.”
“Liar.”
For a moment, Raon was so baffled he almost forgot the pain.
But Siwoo’s lips trembled as he refused to believe it.
“I… I didn’t want to hurt hyung…”
“……”
Siwoo bit his reddened lip, looking even more distressed than Raon felt.
At a loss, Raon leaned down to kiss his tears away.
“Don’t cry, Siwoo. Hyung’s really okay, got it?”
“Ngh…”
“Really… ngh…!”
The soft kisses to his eyelids seemed to startle Siwoo—his hips jerked, and the half-buried length inside Raon twitched, striking something deep.
A jolt of electricity shot up Raon’s spine, forcing a gasp from his lips.
“Ah—! Siwoo, right there… ngh…!”
“Nngh—hyung!”
The pleasure was undeniable now.
Raon rolled his hips experimentally, and each time Siwoo’s thick head brushed that spot, his back arched, sparks dancing under his skin.
So this is where it feels good…
Moaning, Raon dug his fingers into Siwoo’s shoulders.
“Haah… ngh…!”
The pain hadn’t vanished completely, but it was nothing compared to before.
His body had awakened to a new kind of pleasure.
Face flushed, Raon rocked himself slowly, adjusting to the rhythm.
Maybe I can take it all now.
The thought crossed his mind as the discomfort eased.
Gradually, he lowered himself further.
“Ah—! Ngh…!”
Even with the pleasure, swallowing Siwoo whole was a struggle.
The burning stretch threatened to overwhelm him, nausea rising in his throat.
Raon clenched his teeth, forcing it down.
“Nngh… hyung…”
“Haah…”
Finally taking in all of Siwoo’s length,
Raon let out a heated sigh.
The thick shaft filling his insides pressed heavily against his organs.
When he looked down, the usually flat area below his navel bulged outward unnaturally.
Without thinking, his fingers traced the outline—the shape of Siwoo’s cock palpable beneath his touch.
“Hyung, it’s too hot…”
Just as Raon struggled with the overwhelming fullness inside him, Siwoo, too, writhed at the tight walls squeezing around him.
Raon lowered his head, watching Siwoo’s trembling lashes before murmuring softly, as if whispering a secret:
“Ugh, don’t move… got it?”
“But…”
“Be good, yeah?”
He soothed Siwoo, whose hips twitched restlessly, and pressed a kiss to his sharp jaw.
Then, slowly, Raon began to move.
“Ngh, ah…”
Perhaps because they’d slathered on plenty of gel to ease the pain, each time Siwoo’s cock slid out and back in, wet, obscene sounds filled the air.
Raon braced his thighs, rising just enough for the head to catch at that precarious edge before sinking back down.
Taking it slow made it slightly more bearable.
“Hyung… ngh…”
Siwoo gazed up at him with dazed eyes, tears spilling down his flushed cheeks.
He seemed torn between pain and unbearable pleasure, his expression a mess of confusion.
Watching him—flushed, overwhelmed, and utterly wrecked—sent a strange thrill of conquest through Raon.
He leaned down and captured Siwoo’s reddened lips.
“Mmm, ah…”
“Haah…”
He sucked at Siwoo’s lips before slipping his tongue inside, tangling them in a deep, heated kiss.
At first, Raon had been the one leading, but before he knew it, Siwoo’s tongue was pushing back, filling his mouth until he could barely breathe.
Gasping, Raon broke away.
“Hyung, I wanna move too…”
“Mmm…”
Raon hesitated.
Part of him wanted to stay in control—after all, as the older one, he should be leading.
But the truth was, he wasn’t experienced either, and his clumsy movements were more about adjusting than skill.
Still, seeing Siwoo so desperate to take over made him reconsider.
After a moment, he nodded.
It was Siwoo’s first time too—he shouldn’t be the only one calling the shots.
“Fine. But slowly, got it? Ngh… yeah?”
“Yeah.”
The moment he got permission, Siwoo surged up, nearly slipping out before grabbing Raon’s legs and hooking them over his shoulders.
With a sharp thrust, he buried himself back inside.
“Ah—!”
The lewd slap of skin echoed between them.
Raon’s eyes flew wide as a jolt of pleasure shot straight to his scalp.
Why did it feel like his brain was buzzing when it was his lower half being filled?
Trembling, he smacked Siwoo’s chest.
“I said—ah!—slow—ngh…!”
But Siwoo didn’t seem to hear him.
He pistoned his hips wildly, each snap sending Raon’s vision white with stars.
“Ah! Ngh—! Siwoo—ah…!”
Raon’s body shook violently.
His legs were locked in place by Siwoo’s grip, but the rest of him flailed helplessly.
His arms scrambled for purchase before clawing into Siwoo’s biceps, nails digging into pale skin as pleasure and pain blurred together.
“Hyung… ngh… is it always—ah—this good?”
“Hah—ngh…!”
“Huh?”
Panting like a dog, Siwoo kept thrusting, peppering kisses across Raon’s face between ragged breaths.
It felt amazing. Better than anything.
With every drive of his hips, an intense, concentrated energy—unlike any guiding force he’d ever felt—surged through him.
Overwhelmed, he crushed Raon against him, sealing their lips in another searing kiss.
“Mmph—!”
The frantic pace couldn’t last forever.
As his climax neared, Siwoo gritted his teeth and slammed Raon down harder, arms locking around him like a vice.
“Ah—Hyung—ngh…!”
“Ah…!”
Raon’s eyes flew open as heat spilled inside him.
The sensation was unfamiliar—nothing like the cold gel from before.
“You—ah—what if you come inside?!”
Espers and guides rarely used condoms during insertion guiding—direct contact heightened efficiency.
Polite espers usually pulled out, but Siwoo, in his inexperience, clearly hadn’t thought that far.
“Sorry, Hyung…”
“Haah… seriously…”
“I’ll clean you up after.”
Nuzzling his cheek like a chastened puppy, Siwoo seemed instinctively sure this would soften Raon’s scolding.
Too spent to argue, Raon just sighed weakly.
“Get out now.”
“But Hyung hasn’t come yet.”
“I’ll handle that myself…!”
Though Raon had been hard from the stimulation, he hadn’t finished.
Realizing this, Siwoo frowned and reached down, gripping Raon’s cock without disconnecting their bodies.
“Ngh—Siwoo—ah…!”
Raon hadn’t come yet, but his cock was already fully erect, pushing him to the edge almost instantly.
Before Siwoo’s large, warm hand could even stroke him a few times, Raon gasped as white cum spurted out when his glans was squeezed.
“Haa, hah…”
“Ugh…”
Raon blinked rapidly, panting.
His whole body felt heavy and overheated.
Who knew sex could drain his stamina like this?
Maybe he’d slacked off too much on endurance training as a Guide.
Forcing his blurry vision to focus, he barely registered Siwoo lowering his head to suck lightly on his cheek before asking:
“Hyung… did it feel good for you too?”
“Mmm.”
Should he say it felt good?
Or had it been shocking?
Raon frowned, unable to define the experience.
But right now, that wasn’t the issue.
“Why are you getting hard again?”
“……”
Whether it was because Raon had unconsciously clenched around him during his orgasm, Siwoo’s cock had already stiffened back to full arousal.
The swollen head pressed insistently against Raon’s inner walls, prodding with each twitch.
“Hyung, just one more time, okay?”
“Let me rest for a sec—”
“Just once, please?”
“Hey—!”
The mess from Siwoo’s earlier release made every movement slick, and Raon shuddered as wetness trickled out.
But Siwoo, far too worked up, ignored him and slammed his hips up again.
“Ah—!”
All Raon could do was let out a long moan, breathless and overwhelmed.
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